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dopetrackzmusik
Yooo! checkout and Subscribe my Youtube Channel. Appreciate it. Keep looking out. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iHrWwuaV6i4
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soulfulpoet
hey you check out southsiders yet? had no idea atmos was releasing a new album til recently.
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RussellJones
It is quite well actually x) Workin' hard and in the weekend a little basketball and stuff, i am very glad x) Some beach days are coming up, i live near the sea so lookin' forward to it too x)) Thank you for askin' ! Check out ZZ Ward ...... so epic....
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Subzi
Haha we dont even need to touch the ex issue with a 10 mile pole. I definitely relate, these last 2 semesters for me between my grandpas health, getting and losing that job, my fiancee joining the Air Force and etc ON TOP OF THE CLASSES is just exhausting. Need that time off I know for sure. Oh shit a month?? Party at Celena's? haha
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lol I dont hate Florida, i just want nothing to do with it lmao. Kind of like my exs: Don't hate em, but I wont fuck with em lmao. But I feel you though at least we can agree on most of that lol. Ah well ya got plenty of time. Probably a good thing you didnt do the summer classes, sometimes ya need to just let your mind rest.Can't always be pulling yourself in all those directions like college does.
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Haha yeah its been a minute, figured I'd drop a line. My fiancee and I are doing great. Learned of her stations and shit - she got DC. So glad... right there with her best friend and her mom & sisters right there, and its alot easier travel for me than fuck ass Texas, Mississippi or Florida. (Sorry I know you're a FL girl and all but I aint gunna front I have no interest in having to go there, ever but I would for her lol). Glad to hear you're doing well though. Hows everything with school and shit, you figure that shit out we were talking about awhile back?
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Subzi
Lol we get use to a routine I guess. When it changes it seems crazy but then we get use to that routine. Blah. Difference is for me, in this case, I want the routine to change. I'll GLADLY take a routine change if that means my fiancee is RIGHT THERE for it lol. Sap awards 2k12 goes to.... Subzi.
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Yeah Im talking in general, online I have a few people I shoot the shit with, quite a few from here actually have my AIM/MSN/Yahoo whatever. It is normal, its not like youre giving out an address lmao. Personally if we're talking people I fuck with personally.. maybe 2-3 (Brittany (fiancee), Tom and Eryk (best friends)) after that.. not so much. I've kept it like that since I turned my shit around after stopped using some shit back in 07 and what not.
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People are whack lol thats why I really only fuck with a small amount of people.. literally maybe 4-5 people. Life is soooo much easier. Haha I was gunna add "Who Framed Roger Rabbit" and "Nightmare Before Christmas" as well but I think anyone that grew up in the 90s already has them on deck at any given time anyway lol. I wish I could rot in bed, but its like.. whenever I lay down everyone wants to IM me about some shit lol. Which I dont mind but it never fails. Just like my girl never fails to call me right after I step in the shower lol.
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Lol tip of the iceberg miss, believe me. Thats a random vibe to get lol, especially considering my doofy white ass normally wouldnt be mistaken for that at all in life lol. Its the lamest diss ever, theres this one bitch who calls me "A Fat Wigger Faggot" and I laugh everytime. 1) Shes bigger than me (and I aint a small guy), 2) she only calls me a wigger cus my fiancee is black, I wish shed call me what she really means just so I could see someone slap her in the mouth lol, and 3) I'm a faggot yet you call me a wigger cus I'm engaged to a black girl... that makes sense lmao. It doesnt even bother me, I just wish if people were to insult me they'd be at least a lil more original. I make fun of myself daily in better ways. I feel like if you wanna insult someone, but you cant/refuse to be original, you should make the only splash you ever will in this world and jump off the nearest tallest building. lol
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Yeah and its really unfortunate cus its the dumbest shit. I've heard some of the most insaenly stupid comments like "Its not fair to the kids, they wont know what they are" and my smartass turned around and said (was to my grandma) "Oh yeah, how thoughtless of me, every morning those poor lil mixed kids between breakfast & choosing an outfit for the day will have to pick if theyre white or black for the day as well". I really stopped worrying about my familys opinion when she said she was glad she (my girl) got in a car accident and it messed up our plans of seeing each other. Lol I've heard that as well. What vibe is that? Cus it seems even the people who know I'm white feel it too and call me a wigger cus of it lol. Yeah it is lol, but latinas are on point.. my "race traitor" ass.. lmao
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Honestly, I get that alot online lol. Some kid from a forum I use to post on swears I'm lying about being white and still believes I'm black even though I got pics on twitter and shit lmao. Unfortunately the race difference between me & my fiancee (black girl) has been an issue to certain (irrelevant) family members. That it is, the only other dressing I can really fuck with is vinegarette and russian. Haha yeah I could tell by your tumblr pic and admittedly I just guess when I saw your name was Celena lmao.
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Haha yes, what did you think I was, curiously? (I'm a mutt really, but Italian is the most celebrated in my family (my grandpas father was fresh off the boat). Haha the place I go to for the Penne Ala Vodka everyone knows when I sit down as well. Even my friends don't give me a menu anymore lmao. "Penne Ala Vodka with the tossed salad and thousand island dressing, right?" Exacly. "Bread basket will be here soon" lol
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I'm a sap and hopeless romantic, I'm sure that's been obvious by now though lol. The distance/lack of communication is definitely rough but I understand in youre situation since yall werent serious. THANK YOU! I've been trying to get my fiancee to try it but shes unsure and I'm like "You're marrying an Italian you will learn to love it..." and she goes "Are you tryna say thats like if you married me and didn't like chicken?" and I was like leave your disgusting racial stereotypes out of this...........................but yes. LOL I could seriously eat Penne Ala Vodka all the time.
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She was very thankful in the letter of me being willing to wait for her and such and I'm reading it like "You're my fiancee, of course I am willing to wait, I love the fuck out you". It's not the easiest thing to do but its worth it. She said she sent out another a day after last I didnt get the other today, mail dont come sunday, monday is holiday, so I gotta wait till Tuesday >:(. He just stopped writing? Ah word, Happy Birthday to your mom. I'm still full from last night when I went out with friends... Penne Ala Vodka is addicted. #Italian #PastaLife lmao
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Haha definitely enough of that stress & negativity. Not much just chilling with a buddy watching the NFL Playoffs. Working on a letter for my fiancee. We actually got to speak today, got a letter from her yesterday, another on the way. I can't complain to much. Other than wishing I had a job lmao. Whats up with you lady?
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I know that situation. My fiancee is friends with a lot of her exes though actually lol.. I know your situation well thats why I subscribe to the belief of never getting close to an ex again, I'm fine with being civil but we're not best pals. My girls exes have tried here and there but for the most part are civil and from what she tells me she avoids the whole dating again thing. Personally I learned the hard way but if I knew something was ride Id do it up. But make sure it was a smart move first, as for your situation With the whole bipolar thing then him just dropping it out of nowhere I'd say yup.. time to move on. I'm not gunna tell you how to live your life though lol god knows I hate when people do the same to me. And more often than not, if I did listen to them I'd be worse off.
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The crazies need to stick together, spare the sane ones lol. Was there a period of time of no talking before he randomly said that? If you wanna be done I'd say be done and just ignore or block the shit, forget all that noise. I know when I got with my fiancee the first night my ex hit me up saying "I miss you baby" and all I said was "Im surprised youre awake" she got pretty agitated by that lol started calling me bro and what not. She took her lil shots on twitter, tumblr and what not for awhile, just need to say fuck it and fuck them sometimes. Lingering feelings or not.
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Lol well I hope for his case he isn't bullshitting and being a lame, one of my exes lied (most recent one before my fiancee, and the other one was serious (the one who asked me to go). Its never not abrupt lmao. When was the last time you spoke to him before that? That's the best thing you can do wish em the best and MOVE ON, cus they'll just drag ya through the same bullshit. Him and my ex should hook up lmao.
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Well I'm glad you see things MY way lol. Yeah I did see I know quite a bit about ex drama lmao, the funniest shit is before we broke it off she avoided me for SIX MONTHS so I couldnt even be like "Yeah this is obviously dead". She was a dumb chick lol. That's what I get for dating a white girl though :P Don't try and make sense of the shit though, those people are ass backwards I had 2 exs use the I'm getting married shit on me before. I don't wanna speak outta turn but it seems by him telling you that and continually hitting you up it comes off like he wants you to be jealous and maybe even go after him. Just off what you posted he didnt seem very set in his decision. But I dont know him or the situation, I'm just calling what I see (as limited as that may be)
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Lol it definitely sounds more fitting. You laugh now but trust me lmao, I could talk about her and nothing else for the rest of my live and be happy to do so every time. You know the funny thing is thats my attitude on so much "Fuck it" or some play off "I really dont give a fuck" lmao. The more I face things in life he more I realize I really only care about my girl, everything else I just do ie school, work, deal with CERTAIN family (lol) etc cus it needs to be done lol. You know you truly have a "Idgaf" attitude when you annoy other people just cus they cant get you to give a fuck lol. I originally had type something like "Shit happens, life stinks, just make sure to clean up afterwards" lol
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Lol I'll change my statement a lil bit: WOMEN are always amazing. Bitches never cease to amaze lol. Haha I'm saying I use to post ALOT more often about my personal shit than I do now. The most recent personal shit I've posted is mainly some of the poems I've wrote (most are ones for her lol). Don't get me started on how good of a feeling it is lmao, your shoutbox dont know what hit it LOL but to keep it short.. its a blessing changed my whole view, drive, and feelings towards not just love but life in general. People trip to much in general I tell I find myself all the time being like.. "I dont mean to be rude..... but ummm... I dont care" lmao. The only opinion that matters to me in life is the one of the woman I "talk to much about" lol. Then people wanna have opinions on that smh. People are funny.
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Haha I figured that one might be since that's newer. Oh god you have no idea... dont get me started yo.. I love chicks but yall never cease to amaze with the shit yall are capable of lmao. It blows my mind and I been seeing crazy women from day 1 lol. Race being an issue in 2012 is stupid thats why they dont like it, but I am going for it, doing everything itll take to make it happen. Not letting this one slip between my fingers. Hahaha oh trust me I dont worry about it, I do find it funny when i get told I talk about her to much lol, got told the same shit about my blog once. "Your blog is dope but you talk about your girl to much" lmao.
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I was also DUMB0UT (dont ask why I had so many account lol long story short: the original Subzi one my ex hacked - I bounced around with those 2, then took this back) :P. Lol yeah I go back soon too and I really dont want to Im tired of the workload I just wanna get my BA and be done already lol. You aint kidding, I'm not the clingy type but her not being around and want her back so much makes me feel like I am lol.. shes also talking getting married when she comes back so thats another thing to look forward to when shes back.. even if my family wont like it to much lol. Bipolar stance right now.. one hand dont want the break to end, on the other I want time to hurry up so she gets her ass back here lol.
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Thanks (: Haha yeah I was ShadyMouse Thats good to hear though. Crazy life over here myself I dont think I'd recognize life if it wasnt lol. Would be alot smoother if my fiancee was out of basic training already but until then I got music to get me through. Tryna enjoy the winter break from college.. feels like its ending so soon lol.
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MelloSunshine
damn it i would've loved to shake slugs hand. and obviously its a good as city to have great talent venture to it lol.
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MelloSunshine
its like christmas for you. I need to move to a better city thats more accessible to good artists. Ypsilanti doesnt get much, atleast i get to see common next month, even for a book signing tho lol.
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MelloSunshine
we're getting them here on the 21st. 27th would have been a dope bday show to go to though.
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MelloSunshine
What city are you in? i can honestly say we dont get anyone good here. i think atmosphere came here last year, but i missed that show.
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MelloSunshine
It's dreary, Cold, Raining.. Good time to chill and vibe to some music. i guess, making the best out of this sucky weather situation. was going to karaoke, but not now lol. what about you?
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MelloSunshine
Well, you and i have Super compatibility. That means yours is Awesome! too. thanks though, yes.
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