very good then :) and I'm sure your time-off holiday will do a lot of good and you will be able to chill out :D xxxxxx

Yuk, I hate when work is too busy.. makes you so tired even after work so you can't enjoy the rest of the day very well at home.. Sergejs is going to be 30 at the end of this month.. its just a number- you're only as young as you feel, or act :p I am about 65 years old to be honest!!!!

Lol, I posted it on mine by accident.. I've not been on here for ages and have forgotten how to use it! Owh, lol! nothing wrong with 30! :) and yep my number is still the same :) I've changed jobs since I last spoke to u- am working in New Pudsey now, on the way to leeds.... another call centre job. its ok though, bit boring work but the people in my team are nice. Ive moved out of my parent's house and am living in the town centre with Sergejs... am working LOADS of overtime.. no days off for a while... got to make money ;) are you working at Microsearch? How is it? xxxxxx

Hiya Paul- long time no speak- how are you :) Anything to report?? I just got a new goldfish today.... s/he is called Eden (she is half the size of my other three goldfish, but they all seem to be afraid of her!!) xxxxx

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Heyya, errr,. probably yes to twilight- but blackpool is a long way away- not pleasedwith prospect of such travel!!

Owh, thanks :) I do like it! :D errrrrm the interview was more of an information session; the INTERVIEW-interview is on the 5th september.... it was nice though, v friendly people. Im going round all the charity shops now applying for volunteering- and going to calderdale voluntary action centre too.... eeeeh :) Hope you're well!

yes, and i shall brandish my finished dissertation at you like it was a unicorn horn. :)

Hi, i learned that my two exams are on the sixteenth and eighteenth august.... so uni is over for me, give or take an oral presentation or so, in ten days :) in most ways this is good (it is bad in that my dissertation deadline is 16th and it is not finished and i am not going to get chance to revise if i dont put my literature-analysis skates on...) but it means in two weeks ish i can deff come visit. maybe another coffee event, hopefully minus the downpour.

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tut *rolls eyes* a memory of good times :D

ychhh. hope your less ill by now. xx

Hey, nah dont worry about it you've been fine- both v busy i imagine..! Ive been a bit rubbish but my doctor has put me on some antidepressants which have stopped me from sleeping (completely!) and am just trying like hell to get my dissertation done.. was my birthday on thurs so had a mild break from sulking over graphs then :p how are you? xx

awh noo, hope s/he is on the mend? at least they are in the right place to get help.... hmmm :(

omg- i invested in some JVC headphones---- and the sonic-world has just intensified by around 2,000,000% :D just sit there like "o_0 *wow*" haha. especially bassy things like pendulum - - its like a drum and bass club in my head :o hope youre doing alright?! :) im still submerged in a sea of raw data which is buzzing like a heard of bees demanding to be urgently normalised... :/

psh. technically its only too much if you dont have it. umm ive been ok ta. same as usual. you always seem to be in and out of gigs to me..! hope it was good

hey, how come you wre in leeds? i was back home anyway, for my little sisters 18th birthday party, with work sandwiched around the edges...

Heyyy. ugh. im ok. i got my results back nd only failed one of my exams... but like, am having a pretty manic time atm.. 9-6/6:30 just in the lab trying to do all these experiments- then as soon as i get home, start doing data analysis to make the graphs (because otherwise the data are just messy numbers and are fairly meaningless...) and then its like, this time of night- and i have to start thinking about all the other non-data-analysis work that im meant to be keeping up with too! there just arent enough hours in the day/days in the week/etc :| wht have you been doing?

i cannnnt come. i cant commit myself to anything in the future because everyything is so up-in-the-air for me :( its going to be my dissertation-and-exam-frenzy-time :| i cant risk it! i would have liked to be going though

pshhhh lol. i can imagine! long as you had a great time though. :)

heyy.. hm, i i hope in a good way! xx

danke. yes thats fine. erm, well definately after 5, around six seems a good time. i can meet you in town. umm, i think i remember hearing once somewhere that cancer cells are notoriously hard to kill- so i dont think i need to be so-o careful, thankfully...

Heyy, sorry ive not really been on here so much... been tres busy. ermmm, if you wouldnt mind then it would be lovely if you would make me the cd :) unless it is radiohead-esque and will send me on a significant downward spiral of grief..... i shall let you be the judge of that. eeep. today I cultured and plated cancer cells :o

i dont think that would help. but thanks for the good intentions. i need a break from life :/

awful. worst ever. best possible outcome now is if they let me resit the whole year.

tch. another fairly rubbish one- had to do two essays, out of four, but they were grouped so that you had to answer one out of one section of two, and the second out of another section..... well both of the ones that i had revised absolutely loads for were grouped together so i could only do one- and then the other two were both things i hadnt even barely looked at! Not expecting to do very well at all exam-wise this year :( hrrrh and tomorrow its MATHS and GRAPHS and SCIENTIFIC METHODS :( :(

thats the worst bit. the reward is just more stress. uphill, uphill, uphill, uphill, death. that seems to be how it works....

blerghh dont be stupid, im not awsome. having a pretty hard time atm!!! but yeah i hope i get at least a 2.1 or i won't look phd-worthy :(

Footballs good, no? but work... erghh... errrrrm, i think because i tend to cry a lot i would rather not ring!! would be embarassed... but thanks for the thought. hmmmmm. must must must do better next time...

nahh don't you be sorry... im much better now anyway :) when i got back i rang my mum for ages and cried, but then i looked on this program we can use where we put all our marks so far in and it works out what we need to get to pass, get a 2.2, get a 2.1 etc, and i am still going to pass even if i only get 40% (Lowest possible pass mark) on that exam.... and then my friends were all saying they thought it was really hard too.... and we all got takeaway and played spirograph and it was better :p just need to do better next time.... definately overshot the mark though- trying to learn far far far too MUCH! lol. and then my head was just like a bottomless pool of filthy knowledge and i couldnt put it in any order :( pshhhhhh. im just embarassed for who ever has to mark the essays :S they will be like; "what 5 year old wrote this???" lol hope you are well and have good weekend plans :)

oh my god. that was the worst exam ever. seriously. irreconcilably awful. will be lucky to get a 40% (pass)... :( panicked so much that i could remember anything for long enough to make a sentence!!! that has NEVER happened to me before! :( arrrrghhhhhh. feel so much worse :( must soldier on... :( uhhhgggh. this is worse than soul destroying. cried all over my exam paper.....:(

yes it is! night

2pm... not too bad. god, dont know what im going to do after the exams too- its straight back into full time uni, and ive got a list as long as the great wall of china of things ive been postponing til after the exams :/ its ridiculous. No rest, EVER. i am going to bed, i cant cope with the stress of being conscious

whaaat. why are you listening to that? hmm. i am knee-deep in chopin atm :) very good music to lose-the-will-to-live to.. euurgh. the more i do, the more impossible it seems that i will manage- tomorrow is my biggest exam- 3 hours long, three big essays :'( about a million papers to remember for each one!! I havnt even got to practice-essay-stage yet! got nothing to be trying to remember!! :( STREESSSSS. if i am rubbish then my potential phd superviser man will see that his kind offer was severely misguided :(

lol. i think i will just switch my phone off :)

lol, nahh it was just my vivid attempt to memorise loads of random non-sensical biology-related words... amazingly it actually worked! but my essay was still rubbish :/ ughhh im stressed as hell though. people (grrr) keep texting me asking me all kinds of things and to email them things and arghh. :( want to put myself in a box and lock it :)

"LBD2 - methionine to threonine... we went into mount moon twice and clefairy used metronome three times. obviously this reduced our inward cation currents. clefairy was copying off the arginine-to-serine mutation on transmembrane domain three. Aragon our guinea pig has had a serotonin deficiency three times. his inward cation currents were shot to pieces. then transmembrane domain 4, glycine to arginine.... glycine is like glycerol-y sugar and arginine is like argon which sounds like stone. when the fourth pillar turns to stone, there is no hope at all for the protein. it is misfolded and non-functional/ then ligand binding domain 1... arginine to glutamine... aragon the guinea pig loves the glutamine in pot noodle. once is enough and he is hooked. the desensitisation of his receptors was accelerated because pot noodles are a lot like speed. " ... ... .. ... ... ... oh dear god, i am going to fail this exam :(

ohhhhh i see. hah, cool.

whats medium? clothes sizes?? :S confusionnnn

yeah but on the plus side, i have just woken up ^_^ *big yawn!* soon it will be better...

Hm. no rest for the wicked... it will just get worse and worse and worse til mid january, and then i will be working full time in a lovely lovely laboratory :)

oh. i love being mentally overburdened and all that .. its when i am happiest! Hope youve had a good weekend

hmmmmm tiring and polar opposite of sociable

slimmer than slim really... and then its dissertation time!

No because i have to do my work. non-stop. forever.. so i would just be like... working :/

Psh. it may be warm but its no fun. im just working working working working. working. hah. the snows pretty though.. you should like, wear a jumper mate.

death by literature review :'( arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhh >_< this is definately in the top 50 worst things ever... due on thursday and i know that if i give up tonight then tomorrow i will curse myself for leaving it til the last day :(

This is true. :D

Haha, ok, so after all the time youve had it, you dont know how to listen to playlist either.. hmm.. perhaps its something that you just cant do :/ we have "very low music compatibility" :p

Hi.. how do listen to my playlist? this is marginally stressful...