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paladinstrait
Your compatibility with mixxtopian is Super. You both listen to Red Velvet, PinkPantheress and NMIXX. Oh my gosh ur profile is beautiful and ur taste is exquisite
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mixxtopian
idk why I even cry anymore but it happens every night. I have no idea what this feeling is that I can’t shake off. it’s like if grief had a sister. I’m missing something and I yearn for whatever it may be. feels like I’m always chasing things that I think will make me feel complete and somehow it’s never right. I’m tired because my mind and my heart are always running towards the hurricane. how do I stop them?
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mixxtopian
I just feel like I did at 17 again. I feel so unimportant. most days I feel like a ghost in my own home. and I’m so unsure and scared of the future. and my mom is so distant from me and all I ever want is her love. I also still can’t wrap my head around her choosing a man over me. and how it’s uprooted my whole life. I still can’t. It hurts so bad. I would swallow the sun for her if I could and let it burn in my chest just to feel her warmth and kindness again. That look in her eye and the way she used to look at me before my baby brother is something I guess I’ll never have again. I just have nothing to give anymore. they’re always taking from me and I have no more. I’m stuck. I’m really stuck and I’m so lost on where to go. I’m so miserable and it’s so hard to not feel that way and spread it to the people I love.
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mixxtopian
whatever that means ugh. Im just tired or something. Im like withering in front of my own eyes. maybe Im going crazy idk. this isn’t even rock bottom girl this lowkey is just purgatory. ok let me play with myself and read some jaehyun smut periodddd
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augustemars
hey it's okay to cry you're not crazy ! I don't know you or your life but you seem to go through a lot so it's normal. now i can't help you but maybe if it's possible talk with people you know or communicate with your mother if you can, idk maybe i'm just saying shit. Anyway i send you my love and my support <3 hope things will get better for you
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mixxtopian
just to hold me over until this next month then Im not sure what I’ll do from there
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mixxtopian
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mixxtopian
hi!!! you would need a pro subscription to change the artist pictures! but I edited mine using polarr and picsart <3
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