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killakee12
it’s 4am and i cant sleep again. i have constant body aches at night. i miss the feeling of getting my face licked by my dog when i felt down. i miss the feeling of hanging out with my friends and not having a care in the world. i miss hearing music that i would create with my own hands. i miss my home. i miss my dad, and i especially miss feeling my mom’s arms wrapped around me as she hugged me. im 17 now and it feels so silly and cliché to have the feelings i have and wanting to check out early. ive cane close a few times. i know i have people who care about me deeply.i cant do that to them. ive accomplished a lot and grown so much & i dont want that to stop. i know it gets better and ive been waiting patiently for my turn. i hope it comes soon
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killakee12
guys i dont feel anything when i think of her anymore and have concluded that nothing will ever happen since ive never spoken to her b4 and she’s well into age 18 but i still think she’s pretty :(
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killakee12
i went to amoeba music today and bought a toxicity vinyl and a grace vinyl along with my first hole band tee and a radiohead band tee for my friend she better goddamn wear it & i went to the elliott smith tribute wall on sunset blvd and took pictures. today made me happy
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killakee12
dont ever call me a femcel again or i will tie you up and delete ur last fm account while you watch
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killakee12
im 400 miles away from home, my family, my friends, my dog, my life. i thought i was unhappy and lonely there but i woke up this morning with yhe most intense feeling of loneliness and deep sadness ive ever experienced in my life. i don’t think i can keep doing this
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killakee12
19 days until im 17 then from there 328 days until graduation then from there 37 days until im an "adult" yayyyy life's officially moving too fast for me now
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PaperPrince
it is truly an insufferable curse......................................................
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killakee12
went on a shopping spree at the mall 2day and finally got my very first system of a down shirt!!! #employedlife
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killakee12
wtf are these corny ass comments i made when i was 13 dont go though my shouts pagee poeple
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cumdroplet
holy shit i havent heard someone talk about kick buttowski in ages, me and my brother just randomly remembered that show a few weeks ago
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SonicGamer420
i used to wake up early in the morning to watch new Grojband episodes growing up. I still remember most of their songs and the episodes.
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killakee12
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killakee12
look at this fricking schizo lets all laughat her hahahahaha ure different hahaah
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killakee12
guys look gee wilikers aethri posted a very original comment lets all laugh BWHAHAHAHAHHA
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killakee12
yea i listen to weezer & radiohead n stuff and frequently associate with the opposite sex what about it
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killakee12
i realize that my silly face reveal comment reached its goal but showing my face on last fm of all places as a minor is beyond stupid. the only ppl on this site who know what i look like are antifa2, powerpoint2, and justindtlv. i guess i'd like to expand that list but only to ppl who r cool like the listed users so idk pm me if u are i guess
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killakee12
cuz he kept starting conversations !!!!!! well i guess u dont know what i lookliek
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JustinDTLV
I remember there was another classmate in the background picking their nose or something random. Maybe eating food or something.
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NinoBud
A specter of the night that dawn did not devour landed on my pillow, whispering to me the most obscene nightmare, making me dream of nosferatu trapped on the island of doctor Moreau oh bill , wouldn't that be lovely? The metaphysical plane ruined the morning lexicon, making me think of the murder of a stranger, the murder of a friend The calls from the depths of hell that never seem to end, there are vipers that heal, phrases that hurt, and there will be stars like footprints of the path's destiny Of those who always screamed and no one listened, I pursue the illusion of being able to find A mirror in your mind but without guilt , I calmly gaze at the morning lights I'm going to realize I'm going to sink And allow myself to live my impossible schedules
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killakee12
where is this from??? ive been reading a couple of books recently that sound like this
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killakee12
HIIIIIIII NO IM SO SORRY IF IT SEEMED LIKE THAT ESPECIALLY W WHAT I SAID EARLIER ABOUT HOW I FELT IM OK JUST BEEN GOIGN THEOUGH A ROUGH PATCH RECENTLY
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lainpills
my friend tried gatekeeping gezebelle garburgalby from me once she had a pin with gabuger on it at the time I didn't know a single song or album from her I only knew who she was and then I asked my friend what that was and then they reply "music" and then I say "just tell me I won't judge"ans they they say "...𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭𝓷'𝓽 𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓭 " like bfr i set u up on half of ur music taste and u cant drop a single artist name 😭 not even obscure either
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killakee12
there was a time where i didn't change my instagram pfp for like 2 years same for other platforms why is last fm any different for me #NoMorePfpChangesForKillakee12. like and subscribe or this big ass spider →🕷 will be in ur bed tonight
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kirstensnow
ive made the compromise of always having a ryan gosling pfp even if they're different pictures
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kirstensnow
just since the start of the year i think i've only gone through 2, it's a recent committment but i've had ryan gosling as my profile picture on and off on different platforms for probably 4-5 years
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killakee12
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killakee12
i used to have that one girl who was too busy listening to megadeth as my voicemail 😭😭
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killakee12
2day i told my friend of only like 6 months that i came close to attempting suicide last week since she noticed something seemed off in the past. i dont know how to feel but she reacted well to the info & seems to rly care about me. we then went into her car where we listened and sang to creep by radiohead together
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marniee_
admitting things like that can be so scary, so it’s sweet that you guys did something silly and fun after! i hope ur feeling better now, and if not - know that someday things will look up no matter how doomed you think you may be - even if it’s corny and annoying to hear sometimes. i promise you that you are loved 🫶🏼
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killakee12
THANK YOU FOR THESE WORDS they meant a lot to me :) i am feeling better!! 2day i had sm fun at sixflags w her & my other friends. she said she is going to nominate me for the icebucket challenge which is for mental health awareness now so yayyy
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killakee12
idk brochacho u tell me. my oldest shout is from SonicGamer420 on feb 20th, while yrs is from antidawn on dec 1st pretty big gap
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