another self indulgent diary shout, but I almost had sex today, I hung out with my friend today, i was expecting to just play games and draw with them but at a certain point they kept touching my crotch and giving hints, maybe a different me would've done it, but I guess I was too disgusted with myself, I was reminded that o dont look like a woman yet, I am a ugly tall tranny, I want my first time to be with a partner I've slowly learned to know and love, and when I look more like what I want to be. I hope the friendship isnt awkward or over since i said no, theyre a really cool close friend. Im tired of losing more poeple.

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>purchasing lastfm pro for the privilege of becoming autisticfag

I dont know why but life has recently felt more enclosed and isolated, it reminds me of stuff like the ghost pop tape,regret when it was lost, silent hill ost, just whatever early 2000s internet album seems to describe how the world feels to me

I hope in my college years coming up, I can find a woman who is intrested in me, a slowburn would be nice, so I can suffer and go through the yearning stage and feel isolated, so that when we date it pays off

Thanks for the follow!! Any recommendations?

AAAA CONGRATS ON 300k I DIDN'T NOTICE

HI I HIT 200K!!!!!!!

HELLO! it's been a minute, sorry i strait up disappeared! i was going plumb crazy for a while but im good now i think , i listened to that new teen suicide album as well and yeah it mostly wasn't my thing disappointingly as i'm not as into sludge metal these days, but i appreciate that they're branching out and trying new things and it was cool to hear more of kitty's voice. if you're still into that old teen suicide kind of soul crush music though i recommend checking out Pill Friends if you havent already!! sam ray used to run with the lead singer who's also on a few ricky eat acid songs i think. anyways, hope you're doing well! have a good one :^)

twin our listening compatibility is low now... we must fix this

dreaming about a past lover, im always reminded that the rare kind of love I had with her, seeing me for the girl i actually was, and treating me so good, it feels a little awful, im not sure if ill ever find that kind of love again, like its the last time ill ever feel good with anyone

haven't talked with you in a good while; how are you doing?

Would you rather be in LA bullying Lil Mosey at a private party to sing blueberry faygo over and over again throwing food at him or in NYC at liam neesons sons rooftop party but u gotta b sneakhy or youll get kicked out

do you know movietone? i love their song "the crystallisation of salt at night"

Hi, nice to see a cool person with different tastes than mine! Sending last.fm love, wishing you great days, loveliness, and positive things! 💚💚💚

My medication will arrive in 2-3 days, most of my friends don't really talk to me after graduation, quitting my job to look for a higher paying one, im not really suprised, I im back in this weird inbetween of life, learning and bonding with people just for them to not put long term effort and forget about me makes befriending people terrifying and exhausting, i don't want to feel thsi anymore but I don't want to feel alone either, how exhausting life can be

hey cro how are you doing

ur awesome

hai mbak udah lama juga yee.. gimana kabarnye?

Im 18 now, I waited so long but I can finally medically transition, time to voice train as well 😭

how do u have so many scrobbles??????

i fell in love with a older women who has a boyfriend and she felt the same for me, however life is complicated so for the benefit of us both, i will stop hanging out with her and let her know. why does every chance i have with someone have to be beaten to death ughhhhh

cro

I've seen you in a few shoutboxes and keep thinking your pfp is johnny joestar lol

check out tram, theyre slowcore/dreampop. also sad pony guerilla girl is so good, i love the live solo version of that as well

<3

gurefure the man

i love that woman, phoebe

long time no speak love you i hope all is well

hello! can you link me up with more new music? 👀👀👀👅👅👅

You should listen to more MIDI Bunny 💯💯💯

happy last.fm new year!!!

girl HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! i hope 2026 is good to you!!!

last.year today !1!!!!1!

LATE MERRY CHRISTMAS I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD ONE!!!!

gurefure i dont remember who u were but ive been complaining to everyone that my hrt had taken a zillion years to arrive but while distracted reading shouts on here i went and checked and they updated the info and its been inmy city for a MONTH(????????? AND THEY DIDNT UPDATE THE INFO UNTIL NOW??? now idk when or how to get an excuse to go do that i also have to go request a new id cuz i changed my legal name and stuff when am i supposed to get the time to do this my parents are always home waaaaaaa idk what yo dooooooooooooooooooooo

woe, moose be upon thee

If you could murder someone, who would you kill? (You have the death note and you can write anyone’s name in)

have you listened to the entirety of tacoma radar's album? its actually pretty good

it is winter ❄️🌨️☃️⛸️🎧🕯️how are ya?

Wastelandia pfp = goated user

hey cro 🐦‍⬛ have you listened to the milk inside a bag of milk inside a bag of milk or milk outside a bag of milk outside a bag of milk OSTs? I think you would like them

two gays make a straight

gay 🤣🤣🤣😂😂

hey yo, doin' well, 'preciate the random check in = ]

hey sis how u been

Your compatibility with gurefure is Super. You both listen to Xiu Xiu, Swans and 東京酒吐座(Tokyo Shoegazer) Fire taste

omggggg fart taste