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hello ju! i sink i so ju on a concert last weekend. wos kwl!

How are you? It's been a few months since our last communication. :3 Partially my own fault. I got addicted to the Sims 3 game and basically was not on here... ignoring everyone, everything. I thought I'd stop by. :-)

Oh, damn that really sucks that the blog got took down. What sort of fun is that? :3 A lot of my favorite blogs in the past had been removed at some point or another for one reason or another. Good luck with the new host, by the way how is that going? How has your week been for that matter, two weeks? Again, I can't in good conscience reply to you any latter. It's been less than two weeks (I think) I was playing the Sims but it feels like I was away for a lifetime. It's like coming back home after a long vacation or something. :-) (4)

Oh, Heimataerde. Another great band. :-D I heard some of their songs when I was away this summer listening to the radio here on Last.fm. I like what they do, medieval sounds with ebm beats. I never would have thought such a thing would be possible, and to sound so awesome. :-) I am in total agreement. I'd extinguish summer and all it's humidity if I could. I'd without a doubt be dead if it were not for air conditioning. :3 (3)

I guess one can say I was pretty much the 'little princess'-- though I had a lot of peculiar interests for a child of my age. :-) Yoshi, yes he is one of the best ones. Wario was only good for hearing him cry with the "Waaaah" :') I do not dress like a total slob. I put in some effort. :-P But it looks like I don't care at all for the most part. I doubt I'd be frightened if I were to see you in person. The last time someone frightened me in person was when I saw someone in a mall dressed up as a green chipmunk. It haunted me for years. :-| I mean, a green chipmunk... the stuff of nightmares, right? (2)

I. am. so. sorry. :3 I don't think I can put it properly in to words just how bad I feel about getting back to you this late. Two and a half weeks.. so sorry! Want to know what's been keeping me? The Sims Social. This evil contraption was released on Facebook, and now the Sims for me is something I grew up with. So, when I heard it was to be released on Facebook I knew I was doomed. I think that is a good idea, I will be glad to send you contact details and whatnot. I still want to slap myself for being so silly & lazy. There were a lot of times I WANTED to reply but then something (ahem, the Sims) takes me away. I played the game for about 12 hours today and I can safely say I am 'done' for today. ;-) Lamentably I must tell you I've been on here all of way to much-- then there are just some days I do not feel like writing to anyone at all. Okay, enough excuses an whatnot from me (1)

Then you missed it. The scrobbles were 'eaten' for about an hour. It is no big deal in the big scheme of things but it was minorly annoying-- and maybe for people like me who are really OCD about their scrobbles. I noticed, and I was greatly peeved. I could have done something else with my time. But me and my Last.fm addiction what can I say? I am not sure about how you're week has gone in this respect but for me it has gone incredibly slow. I must say it was rather boring, if not depressingly boring. But there is always Last.fm... I was telling a few people I think I spend more time on here than most of the moderators do. I am not sure if this is something to be proud of, or not? :-) (4)

There is my imagination going into play. I *imagined* the singer sounded like Till. I guess I convinced myself he sounded similar. They make good music, I think it is because he rolls his "r"s. :-P I have been listening to ASP a LOT this week... I am enamored to say the least. It is funny with me and these German bands, I keep finding one I find good, then I find another, and another. It's a vicious cycle. :-P But it is such a glorious obsession I do not mind one bit. In fact I am always looking for more. I am glad you feel the same as I do about the Fall. It was ALWAYS my favorite season. Always. (3)

Very wise words, there is entirely too much more important things to mind than some idiot poseurs of boneheads in general. There are entirely too many of those around, and since I have spent entirely too much time dwelling on one there will always be another, and another. :-P I am still not sure why I am necessarily stared at. I guess I can say I have my own style. I usually look like I rolled right out of bed if anything. So, I guess someone can say I am very, very casual. ;-) Speaking of MarioKart- I love making the sound "Wah" like Wario makes. :') I think because my dad and I played MarioKart for most of my childhood though I usually was Princess Peach, lol. So much memories with that game, fun times! (2)

A little over a week this time, I don't think I did so terribly bad this time around. My week has been pretty relaxing for the most part, and uneventful of course. There's nothing outside of Last.fm really worth bringing up. :3 I know, I lead a terribly uninteresting life. I agree, as our shouts are interesting as well as lengthy the wait isn't so terribly bad. When I go to Austria I plan to stay there indefinitely. :-D I have nothing worth staying for in the states, and I can say the total opposite for Austria: there is so much worth going and staying for there. Friends, beautiful scenery, music festivals, convenience as far as location goes, beautiful language. I can go on. ;-) This desire is only growing every day. So, it is not some passing infatuation. (1)

No need to apologize, really. Especially considering all the time I took before getting around to replying to you. ;-) Take your time.

My father is a Trekkie-- I was raised around all this stuff. :') I used to make fun of him for it, for the longest time. This is probably making me sound like a horrible person-- but if I make fun of someone it is usually in good nature and in a lighthearted way. I can make fun of myself as well-- and I used to take that not very good at all. :-P Then I concluded (obviously) that if I was going to continue to make fun of others I may as well take jokes concerning myself. ;-) It's amazing how time flies though... isn't it? It surely didn't feel like an entire week since you left me those last comments. By the way, this weekend was interesting with the scrobble failures and all wasn't it? (4)

Who knows, maybe I would be interested in listening to metal music tomorrow? :-) I just do know for sure in the fall-time I favor more melancholic music-- I guess it fit's in with everything decaying & falling all around. I can safely say I have made fun of this one kid more than enough times for a hundred of them. My friend Susanna & I have pretty much a past-time now of making fun of him every time we're on Skype or something. In some cases I would feel bad for the subject of torment-- but he totally brought it onto himself. :-) I know Turmion Kätilöt, by the way. Of course, I like them. Do you know of Raubtier? They make a similar sort of music, but in Swedish. :-P Sometimes I could swear I am listening to Rammstein instead as the singer pretty much sounds like Till Lindemann. They also have some amusing lyrics-- from the translations I've looked up. :-) (3)

I know exactly what you mean by getting angered by people on the road-- it makes me wish it was like 'MarioKart' IRL, whereas I'd be able to blast them off the road with shells. :-) Oh, when I cared... I cared a lot. I would come home crying a lot of days from school because of it. I can say safely it has only been this past year or so I really have become more "comfortable in my own skin" in a lot of ways. :-) Not to say I am not shy-- as rather I am still very shy in public. I play it off with a smile, something I used to not do. :-P I also can't help but feel everyone is staring at me when I am out in public. I can't say it is very comforting. It's perhaps because I am paying more attention to something that is probably normal. Worse thing is though when kids do it-- makes me want to knock the lights out of the little brats. :') I guess I can't blame kids since most of them are just stupid. :-P (2)

It is not only flat-- but unbearably hot here most of the year, so even if there was substantial forest & fauna I'd only be able to enjoy it a small part of the year. :3 The guilt is running rather high as I had to look back no less than five pages for your reply. :') It's probably not that funny-- rather sad on the other hand. I saw you stopped by, and I figured it was time for me to reply. ;-) About time isn't it? :-D How was the week for you? It was just under a week-- I guess considering the length of our message(s) I shouldn't feel so bad. But I can't help but develop a conscience of sorts for making someone wait more than a few days for a message, regardless of length. That would be very nice though if you showed me some places. I can assure when I am in Austria I would not take as long to reply to you. :-P I've improved my posture at the computer this past week-- mainly because the chair my grandparents have has lumbar support unlike mine does. (1)

Thanks for the link, it is rather interesting. :-) I remember when I tried to learn the Elven language from Lord of the Rings. Interesting times. :-P If I have time to waste in the future I am thinking of Klingon but first priority is always German, and Russian following closely. I am told Austrians and Germans often can't understand each other? Not sure how true this is. I have seen some of the dialects (Carinthian in particular) and it is... interesting. :') How are you this week? Despite waiting for my messages...

Okay, I was exaggerating a tad bit. But one must admit most of the electronic artists from Austria are excellent. I highly recommend L'Âme Immortelle and Nachtmahr. I had to laugh when I told some Austrian kid who claimed he was in the industrial scene who these bands were, and now he claims to be an expert on the genre... sure. It was thanks to me he even knows these bands today. :') I know these artists are not 'popular' there but metal, err, for some reason I am addicted to EBM and other channels of electronic music. I think I may grow sick of it and only want to listen to something like bluegrass or swing for months. I hope not... it seems fall is the time of the year I mostly enjoy metal. My taste is seasonal. :-P

I do as well! :-D I usually cry bloody murder. You are speaking to someone who feels the same way. Going on 'vacation' - despite spending most of the time on a crappy computer (it was too humid to enjoy the beach) my interactions with most of the people there only fed my misanthropic feelings. But oh God, when the internet goes off... it is like a vital organ has shut down. :-( These sort of things are an emergency you know. ;-) I am glad to hear you don't find me too unusual. I must admit I used to feel rather self-conscious about my habits and quirks then I realized the opinions of most people (who have absolutely no ability to think or reason) that they do not matter and that I should embrace my weirdness. With that being said I still am rather shy and I can't see that changing anytime soon. :-/

Now I feel real, real bad for my lack of punctuality. :-( But I am once again able to reply properly as I am on a decent computer. It helps. ;-)The hellhole in question is Montgomery, AL (which I did not in any way have any choice in the matter as I was a minor at the time). :-( But I am planning to change that very soon. I am more determined than ever to get out and get a life. :-) A few of my Austrian friends (what can I say? Your country has some of the nicest people) want me to come and stay with them when I get there next year. They want me to move there permanently. I think I told you of those intentions already. It is just so tedious, doing the same thing day in and day out... and sitting is not doing my posture any good. Now, then again I had some pretty poor habits as far as that goes but it's better than it used to be... I just need to remind myself I don't need to hunch over and lean in to see the computer screen. :-P

Hey there, finally I have time and I am on a decent computer. Look for a message from me soon!

human pentagram? haha i didnt even see it like that to be honest. Thanks for the enlightenment. Well I use a Nikon d60 and thanks for the compliments :)

well,m we don't have many interesting places here :(

my summer vacation means staying at home for 2 months :D I guess I'll die out of boredom...

Hah interesting photo

Anyway, that song is amazing. If I was in the same metal mood I was in during autumn I would be playing that on repeat until infinity. ;-) That is what happened with all those Draconian plays. It was just the perfect accompaniment to a crisp, if not very melancholic time of the year. It fit my mood perfectly one can say. :-) Anyway, Summoning is Austrian so of course they are awesome. Why else are L'Âme Immortelle and Nachtmahr so high up in my charts? ;-) I think I will put a rain check on your offer for us so switch to German. I can only get a few words here and there, but really listening to music in German helps. The last time I actively tried and learn the language was like five years ago when I was addicted to Rammstein. Okay, so it is a toss up between Austria in Germany. ;-) You can read runes? That is really cool IMO. :-) When did you learn how to read them? [3]

I am definitely not going to have as much time to spend here in the not so distant future. BUT I will figure out to make it work, as to keep in touch with all of the interesting people I have met here. :-) I just probably won't be able to talk as often. But there are so many interesting and nice people I can't see myself leaving. I will always find time for Last.fm. Even last year when I was practically dying from the flu I still got on all of my usual hours. :') Maybe I am crazy but hey, priorities and I was semi resting, well sitting down. ;-) That counts right? :-P Maybe I am just thoroughly addicted to this site. I think if there was a counter of how many hours one has spent I would not want to know how much time I have spent on this site since I made my first account in Febuary of 2008. :3 Maybe it is time for me to stop talking about my silly addictions and compulsions? ;-) It can get tedious I am aware. [2]

Seeing how I am planning (okay, incredibly anxious) to get a job soon I am going to look back and perhaps miss the free-time I had. Maybe... but I have a feeling that I am going to enjoy it. Having something to do for a change, yay! I just feel like I am not even managing my time well at all. My day begins, and ends with music and with Last.fm. Not that that is a bad thing but I can't let this continue to be my sole purpose. I could blame it on the fact that I am living in a hellhole (literally a hellhole in the summer). No nature to explore, no museums or anything. There's my motivation- there. ;-) I think I may have told you how much I hate where I live and I don't want to be repetitive, so onto the next subject I suppose. I would have replied to you sooner, but so many messages are hard to keep up with. Even with all the free time I have. But it is my own fault. ;-) [1]

Ahh, Summoning = awesomeness :) I'm fine, enjoying summer vacations. Thanks for asking :D What about you?

My weekend was more of the same otherwise, thanks for asking. I spent most of it listening to music and talking to people here. Good times though. I guess since I am used to it. :-P Anyways, back to what we were talking about "understanding" good music. If the emotion, composition and all is there it transcends language though I can say again it would be nice to learn at least one or two more languages. German is actually incredibly easy for me, as is Russian. I don't know what people talk about when they say it is hard. <- Watch me say it is hard once I seriously start learning it. :-P I can say it is easy to pronounce it and all, but I think once I open the textbook up I am going to be in tears. :-) But hey, I am motivated. ;-)

I'd call that an underground event for sure. :-) The fact that you've been introduced and exposed to many new bands. :-) Search I am going to do, but actually there is a job agency who is going to try and find a job that fits my personality. I was at one point even considering McDonalds... but then I realized, no, just no. :-| That'd be like the last resort job. I just can't do that to myself. I am thinking something like a library or a pharmacy would be a good fit. Still dealing with people, but in a quiet and often one-on-one setting. :-) I can't be totally isolated from the world, yet I can't be hustling and bustling, so a fair medium would suit me. :-) All I do know for sure is I need to manage my time better, and another thing is to help my parents out with bills as I still live with them. I don't want to be a burden to them much longer. I watched a Dr. Phil (lol I know) episode where two adult children lived with their parents and drive them into debt. I don't want to be that.

I as well happen to like having messages waiting. With the amount of people I talk to these days there is always at least ten messages awaiting every morning when I log-on. :-) My treat for you, messages waiting for you when you log on tomorrow. I bet you weren't expecting them so soon. ;-) Neither was I but seeing how I feel like replying to a lot of people, maybe partially driven by guilt (that strong conscience I told you in play again) but it gets the job done at the lost moment. ;-) Like I say, Why do now what you can do later. ;-) I know if I myself am going to be working soon I am not going to be able to do this. :-P Having too much time has honestly made me waste a lot of it. Rather I could manage it better. One thing, I love being on Last.fm and interacting with all my wonderful friends and acquaintances all over the world, but it is another thing that I barely get anything else done. This can't go on forever.

I am sure you were here as well when there was a limit to four hundred characters per shoutbox message? It was a pain in the ass for me since some of (and increasing number) of people and I like to share novel length messages with eachother. I don't blame you for wanting to wait to travel much until you have a stable job. I would do the same. ;-) It serves as motivation at the very least. :-) I am motivated. To say the very least. I am sure as you can see by now I am rather lazy. :-P I am cool with face-to-face conversations, in fact I would like to meet a lot of my friends here in person someday. But for me talking on the phone is the worst thing. In fact I hate it. I think I am far from being the only one but for me it is so awkward. :3 How has your weekend been? Beyond the festival and all? Again I am very sorry I am replying so late. Ideally I would have had a few messages waiting for you when you got back.

Shoutaholic? Perhaps I enjoy the social aspect of Last.fm entirely too much. I can never meet too much interesting people with the same musical tastes as me to boot. So why not. I do admit, at times it does get a bit out of hand. But I enjoy it. Otherwise I wouldn't be here. Now when it gets to me missing someones messages for a few days at end I feel bad about it. :3 Strong conscience, what can I say? I can't say black metal is my absolute favorite genre of music but I am willing to oblige and listen to what an acquaintance has to share and even recommend. Thing is with recommendations I sometimes, if not often listen to them after a long time since my listening is always purely based on how I feel or what I feel like listening to. I guess this can be a good thing, or a bad thing though I know it has been frustrating for some people who have been giving me recommendations in the past. I can't blame them. :-P

I was actually going to get around to doing that. :-P But seeing how narrow my attention span is. I am going to reply to them today in any case, and by the way I was gone most of the day on Friday. In any case I am incredibly glad to hear the festival was a lot of fun for you. :-) Oh, Unheilig. I am very much enjoying listening to him/them and I can understand roughly 33% of the words. Also I've always felt I can 'understand' good music no matter the language and it helps when it is in such a beautiful language as German. :-)

Though with that being said I do have a lot of good friends from other places, Russia, Turkey, Brazil, Puerto Rico, Hungary, Serbia, Croatia Slovakia, you name it. :-) Austria seems very central and convenient as far as being able to visit other areas of Europe without having to travel too far. ;-) That is one of the things I like so much about Last.fm is that I can meet and befriend so many wonderful people from all over the world who share common interests with me. :-) Black metal, now that is cool. :-) I am sure with determination and practice you'll learn an instrument someday. When I was a kid I took piano lessons but unfortunately I didn't stick with it. :-( I kind of regret it now though.

Oh now I see it! The question is that isn't me in the picture. She's a model I found on one of the trillions of Tumblr blogs I visit. :-) I can't believe that I missed it. I know very well how it is to write lengthy messages. It is one thing I am known for. Some friends and I we write novels to eachother literally in eachothers shoutboxes, not that there is a problem with that. :-) My interest in Germanic nations and peoples is all encompassing by the way. The people, the music, the architecture, the language, the cuisine, the traditions, the culture, the history, the technology you name it. The lack of line breaks is pesky. I kind of wish Last.fm would consider something like Facebook has for leaving posts, as it does allow line breaks and all those things that drive my OCD. :3 We can have line breaks in PMs here why not shoutbox posts. Beats me. I think due to my perrenial interests in nations such as Germany and Austria most of my friends have been from there.

jo bei mir isset genauso :D im mom n 2,5 notendurchschnitt, mit lernen wäre der noch n gutes stück besser ;P

ja das mit der faulheit kenne ich zu genüge ;D leider!^^ dann hätte ich viel bessere noten nciht nur gute :)

haha das kenn ich ^^ gott sei dank muss ich diese sachen noch nicht so oft machen, erst ab dem herbst jetzt -.- da komm ich auf meine neue schule :P

Now I must say the context of that question went over my head. :3 Just a wee bit of a misunderstanding on my end. By the way I couldn't agree much more that it is better to be a polarizing individual rather than just ordinary and uninteresting. Aye, the American way of life is not appealing by one inch. Austria on the other hand (and Germany) I have held a perpetual fascination and admiration for since I was a little kid as a matter of fact. I also have a fascination with Russia and with Japan, but it always comes back to Germany and Austria. I can't be sure why it happened that most of my friends are from Austria (the first of whom I met via Last.fm and we have been good friends for a few years) :-) Those are some neat interests by the way. :-) Which sort of music do you make by the way? I don't think I have any remote musical talent (I tried a few times, lol) though.

jaa :) ich freue mich schon total auf die ferien^^ was für projekte denn?

ja bei mir is alles ok, nur noch die letzten teste schreiben und dann kann cih mich auf die ferien freuen^^ und bei dir? :)

I missed it by mistake. To answer the question albeit belatedly I guess I can say not, though I am found to be rather polarizing in any matter. I am still not totally sure what I want to do, except that I want to do something. But hey that is a start. I am actually considering moving to Europe once I save up enough money here. Not necessarily for greener pastures like some would assume, but rather I do not feel like I gel with most Americans. Most of my friends are in Europe anyway, particularly Austria. :-) The only thing I have here is my immediate family. Anyways, my interests include a lot of things. Be it music, politics, cooking, gardening, drawing, cleaning, technology, science (especially outer space) and making new friends. What about your interests?

hi, super musikgeschmack :D schöne grüße aus Deutschland ^^

haha thanks :)

Studies, those pesky things. I am glad I stopped mine a few years ago or else I'd be going mad. :-D It is good to hear that vacation draws close. I wish I can say I had a vacation to look forward too, but seeing how I have been on a vacation of sorts the past few years (just trying to figure out what I want to do in life) I have been on one. I am actually really eager to work or something.

Thank you very much for accepting me. I am fine, though thank you very much for asking. How are you though? :-) Nice profile pic as well. :-D

nice music taste and nice pic ^^

Hi man! Haha, epic profile pic! 8D