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oliverire
a few months ago my ex girlfriend tried to cut my dick off while i was sleeping. i woke up in the middle of it because of the pain, so she didn't cut it off completely but the damage was done. i was screaming and thought i was gonna die because of all the blood and she started screaming herself like she couldn't believe what she'd done, and ran out of the apartment. "luckily" people heard us and came to "help" and i got almost immediate treatment and survived. i put those words in speech marks because that's what people told me. but realistically i don't think i was lucky. i am now a broken man with no confidence who has lost himself. ever since i got out of the hospital i've been living like a ghost and haven't talked to anybody. i've just been drinking in my apartment and cutting my wrists to try and forget but nothing works. i feel like i'll never be okay again. i miss who i was, that daydreaming boy who had no care for anything surrounding him and longed to be without ties to-
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oliverire
-anyone because he had himself no matter what, and his future looked bright, but that boy is gone. i was hoping she'd be put in prison for life, but apparently she's in some psychiatric facility and i don't know how to feel about it. i'm just so angry all the time, i find myself raging at anything, especially out in public seeing people live life and have fun, seeing people at my college excited for their future while i can't see anything other than a lonely suicide that nobody will care for. she stripped me of everything, she took away my soul and my will to live. i've just been living in a haze, unwilling to accept my reality, but this is it. i was on top of the world a few months ago, and now i feel like i was killed and am floating through a purgatory. i guess this really is it. i'm not sure when i'll do it but sometime soon i'll take myself out to the woods near my apartment and hang myself. i love andrew tate and bladee and white boy soundcloud rap, fuck kanye west
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GrisMontaigne
The melancholy that this song provides is like nothing else, i can feel the cloudy day in may/june in this song. Unreal.
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ghostlyboy
feel so sad when i listening to this song, but this song is my favorite too rest in peace peep
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