Lyrics
It's Princess Di season
And I'm freaking out
So anxious for attachment
That I can't leave the house
My face stuffed with scruff
I mush it into my bones
My pores aren't big enough
Wish this was my home
Me and my dog
And the dirt and the leaves
There's no dysphoria
This deep in the trees
Went night bathing at Esalen
Cracked my skull the first time
Made out with a friend in Oakland
Cracked open like an egg the second time
I did shrooms at the Met
My skull barely survived
Now I'm patterning new fractures
Like a fractal beehive
Felt angst in Flatland
Like when I was a kid
Never drained from my brain
No matter what I did
I rented cars, drove across tundras
Blasted Third Eye Blind, "Jumper"
Now I'm in a simulation
Of every thought I've ever had
About our situation
It's Princess Di season
And I'm moving on
Peace signs out the window
Abdicate with a full heart