Lyrics
Just tell me if it's real
Times of confusion that I can't define
Bring my belief in knowledge to become a better lie
I seek perfection in every move I make
My spiritual vision is drowning more and more, every single day
Take the years of pain away from me
The dreams I dread will set me free
Still I can't find my peace of mind
The lost prospects I shall obey
Life refuses to fade, freedom penetrates into ages of loneliness
Time will never heal, words can't ease the pain - it's the age of loneliness
I want to doubt just every step I ever take
Sometimes I see the true color of faith, but why is it always fake?
Delightful desperation is taking control
No one can help me now, no one can save my soul
I wonder if this fear is real
The expectation for the end is always near
Beneath the surface of my cries
There is an everlasting will to stay alive
After my efforts to accept the pain
I dig inside my soul to find a place for staying sane
The price I pay for life is still too high
Beyond my deepest expectations I hide
