歌词
Okay, I'm locked in, reloaded
The hive of death is controlling
The fabric of all my motion
I've got to hide these emotions
I'm talking lay out the plan
Not gonna catch me remorsing
I've got that heart full of hate
And I'm the reason I'm morphing
I can't seem to catch a break, refuelled by all these endorphins
I'll break the chain and let it through, like a sine wave proportion
I'm talking, fuck all your friends, I don't care 'bout the end
I've just been working on my craft, I'll blow them away again
I was so broken off the sertraline
I couldn't hide it, so I had to make that fucking scene
I broke down, held on to nothing but my cardamine
Messily manufacturing my craft, it went too fucking deep, yeah
'Cause I was hiding and broken, my mental health had me choking
I couldn't appreciate sound, overgrowth had me lurking
So when it's all said and done, I hope that I'm a better person
But I won't be, no, I won't be anymore
So sick of these anxieties
They're always pushing me back, but there's no hill too steep
Gotta branch out my reality
'Cause lately consciousness just ain't been on the scene
Am I really who I say I am? No
Am I really who I claim to be?
Yeah, fuck it all, just let it go
I was tryna make it out as more, but
I can't find myself, so I'm gon' reach the end
Hope these endorphins make me feel again
Hope these endorphins make me feel again
I really, I really can't waste another weekend
In this fucking, fucking state