歌词
Many times I asked you how you felt
But never got a reply
Suddenly you left me with shattered dreams
Were all those years together - a veiled lie, oh, ooh
I was never sceptic felt so save
While you lived two lives
Did I give you reasons for your betrayal?
Now I'm drowning in this sea of lies
After you're gone pain dominates my time
Without any hope it tears apart the inner me
For two years I believed all I could wish for had come true
Now I don't know what was fake or real
Calling, calling for you throughout the night
Calling, calling to fight against the tide
Is it too hard to answer?
I think you owe me the truth
Don't be so childish
Don't take me for a fool
Then the day arrived
When love turned into hate
I know it's a waste of time
But it helps me to survive
Your burning portrait makes me smile
Is giving me the strength
Judas face gone with the wind is cleaning up my mind
The wind is cleaning up my mind
Words of good times
Wrote with cheap lipstick
Like a poison apple
They make me feel sick
You little jockey spider
One day you'll pay the price
I hate myself; have to confess
I love you more than life
Calling, calling for you throughout the night
Calling, calling to fight against the tide
Many times I asked you how you felt
Maybe I was blind
All alone you left me with shattered dreams
We're all those years together - a veiled lie
My lifetime I will search for someone else
I am searchin' for truth
Now I know, now I know
My lifetime, my lifetime
Now I know I am better off without you
