歌词
I meditated
Took my medication
I called out from work
Even took a vacation
Stopped drinking coffee
and picked up a hobby or two
So why am I still sad?
I call my mom like twice a week
Always take myself to therapy
When I google my symptoms
Browse Web M.D
Turns out I'm just fine and it's all in my mind
But flowers can't grow without a little rain
Just because you're smiling doesn't mean that everything is okay
We get so good at covering pain
Trying to be friends with the shit in our brains
But If the grass seems greener it's probably cause' it's fake
This dumb girl I hate wrote a best-selling novel
And Sophie's a rich fucking instagram model
And Mary got married to some billionaire
I'm still broke and alone think it's kinda unfair
But flowers can't grow without a little rain
Just because you're smiling doesn't mean that everything is okay
We get so good at covering pain
Trying to be friends with the shit in our brains
But If the grass seems greener it's probably cause' it's fake
Driving through neighborhoods so late at night
There's this one house that I dream about sometimes
It's got ten-foot tall hedges
Twelve car garage
Like a storybook castle
The shiniest lawn