歌词
Disconnected, haven't seen the type of timing that I been on
I watch the clock, stare it down, new Filmore
Exponential, my experience gone feel short
Feel poor, what's important what I see, more
I feel sore, skin peels, apply Peace Corps
Peers snore, dreams built up, geared towards
Untimely, my demise is gonna feel more
Like a send off into space, no Apollo
I'm at a crossroads, thinking about my long goals
I have a vision for my dreams, what do I follow
I've been seeking, be insightful, Monte Carlo
There's a fox inside my head that sets the bar though
What will mother think? What will mother think?
Surrounded by the sounds, asking will I sink
I've been losing lot of pounds, I've been on the brink
Fox tumbles around, hope one day I'll sink
Ask for your repent, please me
Beg God, Jesus peace, on my knees, please
I've been chopping all my music like a peace tree
I my pursuit, give me sight, all I wanna see
Break the tension on your shoulders, take that head off
Place it carefully and let me rest on bed of rocks
Take apart the joints, which I'm configured, melt soft
Put my vessel in a castle up in Warsaw
Horseradish on a dish with some coleslaw
Yes my roots provide the comfort that the world bought
A pearly song with lights reflected
I never checked my section, had some Judas type infesting
Yeah, in strife I do my best and
Complacent, book a Weston
I grew so much eclectic
When my father left and
The taste was sour best that
I forget where my head at
You bleed, I bled, we felt that
Nothing to show regret that
I went to school my birthday
I saw some cop cars
Sirens in my head, I'm swerving
I can barely walk
My dad in cuffs and had him serving
I miss the breakfast
He wake up already serving
I stumble to the sermon
Gather round and pray for pops, all the poles were hurting
He got arrested while I showered and it had me hurting
A few days go by lurking, he missing, we not searching
I start connecting dots, I had the time, when COVID hitting
I piece together fitted, what hit me all at once
Was the lil talk we had on Christmas
My mother told the truth, the teary eyes that had me wishing
I was six feet under, with the grave up in my kitchen
Grew a tension, without her, no reflecting
We couldn't talk for weeks, we need each other, hard headed
The void apart and rifting, I got no gifts for Christmas
We sold all our possessions, and lately I've been missing
Oblivion and Christian, but man I lost ambition
The cross on my neck, missing, symbolize our mission
Some immigrants with vision, came to the US, blew like fission
I rap, no hand precision, he back, I hardly miss him
And now we feel the effects
I'm disassociated, feel my plate but never get
I'm sinking in the sounds, without regard and much regret
The scars that stay a while, gotta keep chugging at the rest, yes
What will mother think? What will mother think?
Surrounded by the sounds, asking will I sink
I've been losing lot of pounds, I've been on the brink
Fox tumbles around, hope one day I'll sink
Ask for your repent, please me
Beg God, Jesus peace, on my knees, please
I've been chopping all my music like a peace tree
I my pursuit, give me sight, all I wanna see