歌词
The more I figure out
Where I wanna go
The more I lose my way, hey, hey
With a monkey on my back
And the taste of cheap wine in my mouth
The older I get
The harder I try
No more compromise or just gettin' away with it
But the clearer everything gets
The more I lose my sense of reality
Everything runs in circles
Seems to last for eternities
It's been one of those days
One of those endless trials
And I can't get no sleep
And I can't get no sleep
But don't be concerned
I will be undressed soon
But the clearer everything gets
The more I lose my sense of reality
And all the "have done's" and "shouldn't have done's"
Are haunting through my mind
Are haunting through my mind
But I don't fucking care anymore
Anymore
I just don't care anymore
Cause it's my party
And I cry if I want to
Cry if I want to
Cry if I want to
I could be this I could be that
But you will never know who I am right now
But the clearer everything gets
The more I lose my sense of reality
And if I'd chose to wear the same face
Over and over again
I wouldn't recognise myself anymore
I've never worn a life like this
I could bare it all
But this is getting too hard
But the clearer everything gets
The more I lose my sense of reality
