paradigm

I'm tryna fly being sober
Sign of the times, feeling older
Fights in my life needing closure
Might I survive a brand new view of life
I'm tryna fly being sober
Sign of the times, feeling older
Fights in my life needing closure
Might I survive a brand new view of life

Had to scramble for some change in my paradigm
Without two pennies to rub together, much less a pair of dimes
You can't afford to change then I won't spare the time
Doubt too many on something better; success'll clarify
Paralyzed by failure 'cause I'm aware of mine
Those staring eyes'll scare you, I'm talking terrorized
Sterilize your shrouded feed 'cause they sharing lies
You can't rely on what's out to see like it's maritime
Said he solely deal in absolutes
Bro be real that's half the truth
Only feel what's scratching you
Hi Holyfield, I'm gnashing tooth
Closely shield his passion's muse
Mostly heal relaxing loose
Don't need meal, just passing through
Just load these reels with mackerel food
Cause I
Used to be the big fish in a small pond
Now I got to get rich 'fore it's all drawn
Really tryna win big but I'm not Sean
God as my witness like I'm Bron-Bron
Lost and a misfit, no one to call on
Did I really exist when I'm long gone
Could I even fix this with a swan song

I'm tryna fly being sober
Sign of the times, feeling older
Fights in my life needing closure
Might I survive a brand new view of life

Chasing the sky just to feel alive, but I ain't in a rush for the pearly gates
Aiming to find something heal this time, but my mind's in a rut from my early ways
Pacing in silence is real divine as I'm finding the stuff I can surely say
Saving my pride doesn't feel as fine if I'm lying for trust, that's a dirty play
Chasing the sky just to feel alive, but I ain't in a rush for the pearly gates
Aiming to find something heal this time, but my mind's in a rut from my early ways
Pacing in silence is real divine as I'm finding the stuff I can surely say
Saving my pride doesn't feel as fine if I'm lying for trust, that's a dirty play