Cactus

Just a bit of poetry for you and me to appreciate
I read between the lines
I'm tired of thinking straight
I got my life up in my suitcase (Suitcase suitcase)
A piece of ID, bit of toothpaste (Toothpaste)
I feel like I don't need much (Need much)
Man, I could kill you with a shoelace (Shoelace)
Yeah (Yeah)
My life is like a blessing (Yeah)
I view it as a lesson
Everyday I'm waking up
Under my bed I got some questions
Inspiration's always bleeding out (It's bleeding out)
I shut the door I try to keep 'em out
Yeah (Yeah)
(I shut the door I try to keep 'em out)

I'm feeling hella stupid (Ah)
Overthink the music when it should be therapeutic (Ey)
Wonder how to do it (Huh)
I'm just doing my thing and I don't think 'bout what the rule is (Yeah)
Feeling overwhelmed a little sad too (Ey)
Nothing's moving I'm the statue
Checking on my status (Yeah)
Thirsty like the cactus (Hmm)
Beer's going in, Joji's like a vacuum
Yeah (Ey)
Tell me where the finish line is at 'cause I don't see it (No)
Kenny behind the wheel
Trust me homie I'll be speeding
Meditate in the morning
I'm anxious in the evening (Yeah)
Calibrate the anger when I feel the joy is sinking (Sinking)
Yeah (Yeah)
(Calibrate the anger when I feel the joy is sinking)

I always need my practice
Never said I'm the baddest
I'm not into preaching
No Joji's not a baptist (No)
Just doing my damn thing
Solo like the cactus
Careful with the handling
Don't sleep on me like mattress yeah
I know it's hard to figure out (To figure out)
'Cause we all want a bigger house (Yeah)
A bigger check (Check)
A bigger mouth
We're getting greedy when the figure's mount (Ey)
Yeah
The road is cold I know it's treacherous (Yeah)
We only think about what's best for us (Ah yeah)
Take it in like medicine
Don't know why I'm speaking
I was never named the delegate
Yeah (Yeah)
(Don't know why I'm speaking, I was never named the delegate)

Tell me where your mind is at 'cause that shit hard to see (See)
I know my eyes are open but I'm feeling half asleep (Fuck)
I know the phone is ringing (Ey)
I let the sucker beep
I feel like when they talk (Talk)
Its not the fucking truth they speak (Ey)
I spend the day as if my last one (Last one)
Life's a race and it's a fast one (Yeah)
Buckled in the back seat
With a bottle of bad rum
Speeding in a taxi
Fucking you's my intention yeah
(Yeah yeah)