8 Years

What's popping
If i don't answer ur toxic
Since 4th grade i had feelings
Staring for hours looking at cellings
Saying in a text, I love you
What the fuck am i supposed to do?
I thought my chances were through
Love went away, this day imma rue

I'm floating though life, wondering what my next step will be
My life has gone down, look at me, can't you see
Love cant solve everything in the world, that's true
If sadness was a color it would be blue
Why does emotion keep on going to rise
Is this a preshadow to my final demise
When i go, will love even matter?
Thinking so much just makes me sadder
Maybe I'm sad becausew the end is in sight
Saying hi to god, looking at the light
Am i strong, I think with all my might
My future out here ain't looking so bright
Should i keep rapping or is it a waste of time?
Doing all the mixing and rapping to make a dime
Am i doing it to be famous or for myself
Or am i gonna go out and gain some wealth

The goal is to search for more
Or is it the final curtain call, and a slam of the door
I told myself early on i would never get you
Later i told myself it wasn't true
8 years later, and i find happiness
U say u love me, and its crappiness
I finally found someone perfect for me
Someone that i truely love and you can't even see

Are you trying to fuck up my head
Looking at my future ahead
I never thought i would cry on a bus
It's not something i wanna discuss
I don't even want to look at the one i love
When i hold her hand, i feel praise from above
I told you to not mess with me anymore
Just fucking stop with all the lore

That ended a long 8 years

And comes out all the tears

What's popping
If i don't answer ur toxic
Since 4th grade i had feelings
Staring for hours looking at ceilings
Saying in a text, I love you
What the fuck am i supposed to do?
I thought my chances were through
Love went away, this day imma rue
I told you to leave me alone
Suddenly i threw down my phone
to be loyal and to keep what i want
But all you do is stand there and taunt
Wow you came to your senses
Time to put up emotional fences
I'm not gonna be your little bitch boy
Drop me now, I'm not one of ur little toys