歌词
Yeah I really miss the old days
I don't even wanna talk about it no way
2020, I was hangin' with the old gang
Pour that nostalgia in my cup and drink the pain away
Tryna start up a new life and go my own way
Cause what if we get to the end and there's no heaven gates
Not knowin' means we really got no time to waste
So I'ma aim for the top and just hope it pays
I'm lonely but I'm not alone
Got homies, I could call their phone
Got a house but I'm missin' home
So I drink up till it hits the dome
Don't know all the shit I'm on but the alcohol is all gone
And the drugs don't heal my pain no more
So I put my hurt up in these songs
Got this girl on my radar
I'ma hit her no Adolf
To the top, I'ma take off
Steal number one like Madoff
Cause I'm the best, no trade-offs
And I never miss like the playoffs
I just wish it was how it used to be
Young and full of love, how I used to feel
To my 2020 homies, hope you hearin' me
You guys were the best if I'ma keep it real
Yeah I really miss the old days
I don't even wanna talk about it no way
2020, I was hangin' with the old gang
Pour that nostalgia in my cup and drink the pain away
Tryna start up a new life and go my own way
Cause what if we get to the end and there's no heaven gates
Not knowin' means we really got no time to waste
So I'ma aim for the top and just hope it pays
Cause I've been on my own, I'ma do it by myself
Writing all these songs tryna get me through my hell
Cause these about the hardest feelings I have ever felt
Since I don't wanna feel, I put my heart up on a shelf
I don't want the pain no more, I gotta let it go
It's 2023 and I have reached my lowest low
But I don't wanna deal with the pain
Maybe it's stuck in my brain
Feelings that I cannot shake
Don't know how much more I can take
Yeah I really miss the old days
I don't even wanna talk about it no way
2020, I was hangin' with the old gang
Pour that nostalgia in my cup and drink the pain away
Tryna start up a new life and go my own way
Cause what if we get to the end and there's no heaven gates
Not knowin' means we really got no time to waste
So I'ma aim for the top and just hope it pays