歌词
I've waited on tables
For men who change lives
And I know all their names
But they
Just forget mine
And I've sang for them before
And they'll open up their door
If I'm more like this,
Like a Taylor Swift,
With a throwback twist
It'd be perfect
But you need a hit
And God
I hated it
And I searched for what they were looking for
Until I was just
Looking for myself
So finally
I'm gonna be
Good to me
Oh God!
Why's it so hard
To just say these
These words out loud
Cuz honestly
I just turned 33
And I've loved enough,
Lost enough,
I've lifted
And let myself down
And I'm not who they'd thought I'd be
And that's good to me
I've looked in the mirror
A thousand times
I've held on to my skin
And I dreamed
What it'd be like
And I look for validation,
Oh, in the darkest of nights
With the wine I get
And the lipstick red
On my cigarette
And the warmth of a stranger
Who's got a light
And I know it's because I told myself
That I don't deserve
A better life
So finally
I'm gonna be
Good to me
Oh God!
Why's it so hard to just say these
These words out loud
Cuz honestly
I just turned 33
And I've loved enough,
Lost enough,
And I've lifted
And I've let myself down
And I'm not who I thought I'd be
Yeah life's still a mystery
And that's good to me