King of Everything

I'm probably gonna lose my mind
Right before they save me
Fall down, lose hope, glass house, throw stones
Small crowd, and they watch me while I'm breaking
Right before they save me
Right before they save me

I'm probably gonna lose my friends
Right before they hate me
Ghost town, no calls, no sound
They'll all bow out when they're getting sick of chasing
Right before they hate me
Right before I hate me

How long do I have to wait around for?
Everyone to laugh and say that now
I'm better than they thought
Better than they thought
Better than they thought

How long do I have to spill my soul
Before I finally stop?
And say I'm better than I thought
Better than I thought
What if I'm not

They say, "You're so mature ahead of your time"
But I haven't really changed, and I'm falling behind
I don't wanna grow up (grow up)
I just wanna be grown

They say, "You're so mature ahead of the rest"
But what if back then is as good as I get
I don't wanna find out (find out)
Oh, I just wanna know
I just wanna know

How long do I have to wait around
For everyone to laugh and say that now
I'm better than they thought?
Better than they thought
Better than they thought

How long do I have to spill my soul
Before I finally stop?
And say I'm better than I thought
What if I'm not
What if I'm not

I don't wanna find out, I just wanna know
Told my mom, I'd be Gambino before 25
Baby, I'm moving too slow, Liv was 17
Not the king of music
Need to be the king of everything
I'm playing too much Fike and too much Tyler
Now my songs are never cool enough
I don't think I ever do enough
Who am I supposed to call when nobody's at my show?
'Cause I lost all of my friends, 'cause I left 'em all at home

I don't think I'm built for this
I'm not built to grow
And I don't wanna find out
I just wanna know