歌词
Reminiscing at the view, wishing I could do the things they deem impossible
And bring you back to roots to where it started from
Not easy knowing you can't see the progress and the sessions had
We spoke about this very life but now I'm on this mission alone
Or at least that's what it seemed like
Everybody sectioned off and nothing seemed to seem right
Equate it when this life assigned, is minus one that was the glue to everything
It hurts to feel the perishing
Taking me some time to time it but to me nothing seems to be adding up
Question everything they said
It's me that's tryna judge a judge and figure out the reason
That it took them seven years to figure something we could figure out in just a couple hours
Tryna put the pieces back together like Exodia to bring you back to life
But I know that's never unfolding cause the truth of the matter is that you're gone now
I'm supposed to be sitting back and relaxing?
I don't know how
I know myself
And I'll probably never recover
It's eating me from the inside, knowing I lost a brother in you M.I
Know you see the way it hurt us all
Your baby sister keeps asking me to visit, when she calls
I would, but I don't have the heart to stomach it
I'd fall to my knees and begin to beg and plead and ask where in the law is this allowed
Silence deafening while standing in the crowd
But I'm holding myself together trying not to show an ounce of the pain that I feel
But every day I'm inching closer
Cause every second passing is one that I'm getting older and it's killing me to know
That every day I'm getting colder, but peace is brought to my thinking
Knowing heaven gained a soldier for real
Heaven gained a soldier for real