Lyrics
Yea
I heard the hardest part was letting go
But I been through it all
And what I realised was staying round ruined it all
Now I don't get your calls
And all alone I ball
So my heart starts to fall like autumn leaves from trees up tall
I pull my head out
And try to fix myself again
I'm gettin flashbacks to all the times from back then
Trauma set right in my brain
Heart beats like novocaine
Ain't nothin' gonna numb this pain
I'm givin up, i'm lost again
And I just hope that you can let go
'Cause I cant
No I can't
No I can't
No I can't
And I just hope that it wont hurt though-oh
'Cause I know
That I can't
That I can't
That I can't
I know you wont understand the way I feel
But can I keep it real
Lately my thoughts to surreal
And that's why I can't keep it chill
So I might take another pill
Just for the thrill
But wait till I drop
And watch body rot
'Cause I know you will
'Cause girl I cant stop
And I don't think I will cus my bodies empty
Chilling with my demons ten feet
And my mind yea it ain't so friendly
So it feel like they tryna end me
And my only friend was my enemy
And my enemy was myself
Think i'm living my mind in hell, yea
And I just hope that you can let go
'Cause I cant
No I can't
No I can't
No I can't
And I just hope that it wont hurt though-oh
'Cause I know
That I can't
That I can't
That I can't