Lyrics
She told me I was nothing and it hurt
She used to make me happy and feel special with her words
I tried to shed some light, on all the dark inside of her
She used to be my everything and now I'm off the drugs
I fell to the ground
I'm smoking all the time
Just tryna survive
I might kill myself tonight
I never fucking know
When I'm gonna go
'Cause one day I am happy
Next I'm strangled by the noose
I fell to the ground
Crying all the time
Sadness in my sound
I am always on the grind
I'm always feeling low
Stuck inside my mind
I just wanna go
But I never seem to die
Always in my bed, I made her leave me here alone
Screaming at her crying, I would point her to the door
All I ever want is her to be here when I'm low
I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more
Always in my bed, I made her leave me here alone
Screaming at her crying, I would point her to the door
All I ever want is her to be here when I'm low
I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more
I fell to the ground
I'm smoking all the time
Just tryna survive
I might kill myself tonight
I never fucking know
When I'm gonna go
'Cause one day I am happy
Next I'm strangled by the noose
I fell to the ground
Crying all the time
Sadness in my sound
I am always on the grind
I'm always feeling low
Stuck inside my mind
I just wanna go
But I never seem to die
