Lyrics
It's been a while, how have you been
I'll try to fill you in on what you missed
Your sister's finally having her first kid
And the band broke up, we never made it
And yeah, your mom's still smoking cigarettes
I'm finally sober now, can you believe it
I wish I could've given you the same gift
That it wasn't wasted, that it wasn't hopeless
But I'm just glad that you picked up
I don't know why I'm here and you're not
Screaming at the stars, why you're gone
I guess I'll never know
It's like I'm here talking to a ghost
But I know you're close, you're right there
The nights I need you most
The nights I need you most
I know what it's like to be an addict
Another fucking relapse and I've had it
They're all counting days, I'm counting seconds
But a little bit of faith kept me betting
That anything is better than that moment
When I finally hit the bottom, I was broken
If you could see me now, you'd be so proud
Cause I'm doing this for you, not only me now
I don't know why I'm here and you're not
Screaming at the stars, why you're gone
I guess I'll never know
It's like I'm here talking to a ghost
But I know you're close, you're right there
The nights I need you most
The nights I need you most
The nights I need you most
Am I talking to a ghost
Am I talking to a ghost
Seven years ago, I let a part of me die
And it's the same part of you that took your life
Why did you take your life
I don't know why I'm here and you're not
Screaming at the stars, why you're gone
I guess I'll never know
It's like I'm here talking to a ghost
But I know you're close, you're right there
The nights I need you most
I don't know why I'm here and you're not
Screaming at the stars, why you're gone
I guess I'll never know
It's like I'm here talking to a ghost
But I know you're close, you're right there
The nights I need you most
The nights I need you most
Am I talking to a ghost