Lyrics
The clock is ticking past five-o-three, and I'm still not sleeping
I think it's time that I finally stood up to my demons
My ego's suffering violently, I can't seem to beat it
The remedy is inside of me, but yet I'm depleted
Ever since I decided we wouldn't last it's seeming
Every time that I try to plead I end up more weakened
Why'd you say you would ride with me when you didn't mean it
Just another to lie to me and leave me defeated
But that's okay I'm gone, and I will not come back
But fuck it I digress, don't want you on this track
'Cause you aren't worth the words, wish I could take them back
I'm glad we never worked, and baby that's a fact
I've been living life, I just don't live it right
I sit alone and hide; and overthink it twice
They say my futures bright. But I've been losing sight
I can't get through the night so how could I pursue the light
I need to know, how do I get far away to breathe
I need to go, death now is the only plan for me
I seem to fall, only when I need stability
Taking the easy route, nobody can save me