Lyrics
Said the wrong thing
Obsessed over special interests where I easily cling
Overthinking
Of all the things no one else takes notice of
I just want to fit in
Put on a mask but even then, I still can't win
What else can I do?
When I speak up
I'm seen as 'bad' but when I don't
I'm seen as 'weak'
I saw the world in a different view
Blurted out words I shouldn't say
Shake my body when I'm happy
But people try to get me to stop
Grew up thinking someone like me
Is unlovable
This weird, annoying freak
That I'm some joke to this world
(Ahhh)
Am I some joke to this world?
(Ahhh)
Am I some joke to this world?
Secondary school was pretty tough (uh-huh)
Especially when it came to love (what!?!)
Either got taken advantage of and got heartbroken
Or people forced me into relationships
With guys I don't even see that way
Then after all those failed school boyfriends
I got to college and met this guy
He didn't judge me, he felt the same way
He was also into music like me
But life of course decides to get in the way
And that made him not want me anymore
(Don't know if he'll ever take me back)
Every relationship's a fail
I'm either getting used
Or forced to be with someone
I'm not even interested in
Then when I meet the 'perfect' guy
Life gets in the way
Then that drives him further away
I saw the world in a different view
Blurted out words I shouldn't say
Shake my body when I'm happy
But people try to get me to stop
Grew up thinking someone like me
Is unlovable
This weird, annoying freak
That I'm some joke to this world
(Ahhh)
Am I some joke to this world?
(Ahhh)
Am I some joke to this world?
(Ahhh)
(Ahhh)
I saw the world in a different view
Blurted out words I shouldn't say
Shake my body when I'm happy
But people try to get me to stop
Grew up thinking someone like me
Is unlovable
This weird, annoying freak
That I'm some joke to this world
(Ahhh)
Am I some joke to this world?
(Ahhh)
Am I some joke to this world?
I saw the world in a different view
Blurted out words I shouldn't say
Shake my body when I'm happy
But people try to get me to stop
Grew up thinking someone like me
Is unlovable
This weird, annoying freak
That I'm some joke to this world
(Ahhh)
Am I some joke to this world?
(Ahhh)
Am I some joke to this world?
Took things in a different context
(Am I a joke to this world?)
Just trying to make a friend
(Am I a joke to this world?)
Doesn't anyone get me?
(Am I a joke to this world?)
Doesn't anyone understand me?
(Am I a joke to this world?)
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