Lyrics
I hope his bed feels cold when you crawl in it
I hope he becomes a ghost when you wrap your arms up around him
I know just how you get when you overthink about shit
My body feels so weak since we tore it apart limb from limb
And yet, I still feel like picking up the phone
But I know I probably won't get through to you
You grabbed the car keys, said you wanted to be alone
Then you left me behind to rot away in the rear-view
Now I'm as good as dead
Lying awake in an empty bed
Thinking about the things you said
Better off with a bullet in my head
As much as I tried to hold on, it wasn't enough
Then you became all the things you said you would never become
I'm wearing a brave face and you're calling me bluff
Wish I could see you again but I can't cause all you see me as is scum
Now I'm as good as dead
Lying awake in an empty bed
Thinking about the things you said
Better off with a bullet in my head
And yet, I still feel your touch burning my skin
The tattered memories are all that I have left
I put all my trust in you and you let the devil in
Now I just look forward to safely sleeping with death
I built these walls to the sky just to watch you tear them down brick by brick
Your arms were once my home and nowadays, I just find myself feeling homesick
I'd still carry that cross, I'd still walk barefoot through hell and back for you
I'd do anything to hold you again but I understand that there's no talking this through