Lyrics
Before the search parties are coming to find you
Before the softening of the night pulls you in
Reminds you of the closest we were to it
Before the armor, before the distance
The violence of depression took hold
Before the doubt, before despair
In a depth unwatched in slow half-remembering
Let us cry, let us struggle, let us hope
Let us tear ourselves wide open
I will swim, I will crawl, I will scale
Buildings before I accept it's over
It was a weakness we didn't see coming
It was a weakness we didn't see coming
You can't fix me just 'cause I'm like you
You can't fix me just 'cause I'm like you
Until you breathe through my thoughts
Felt my heartbeat, you walked on
You picked me up, draped in black orchids
Breathe a sigh of hope
This is the change we waited for
I still hear the hum of the radio
A heaven of amplifiers armed with their feral-verse smiles
You smell of honey, flowers and ash
It's a feeling we get when we watch the rain
It's a feeling we get in the old air
Deceive us, shame talk
Keep us, divide us
Deceive us, shame talk
Keep us, divide us
Drown out the sound
Drown out the sound
Just keep laughing
Just keep laughing
Just keep laughing
Just keep laughing
Dance up the songs we know