Descending

Stuck in our house, 'bout to get cabin fever
My rhymes so cold, it's like it's Live From Tha Freeza
On Lockdown, can't even cop a gram from my dealer
Fuck around on StockX, maybe cop some sneakers
Me, Star, Turt, all stuck in our houses
While these snitch asses making music, they some mouses
Text the GC, we need to make another project
Another product, to be honest
We could get some profit, "What should we call it?"
It'll be our longest tape to date, while we getting all this cake
We finna make something that's not fake or a mistake
But we gotta do it all on our own, maybe record on our phones
Can't fuck my bitch, not even 'cuz she gone
She wanna bone, I tell her no
Call me a Doctor, the way I map the chromosomes, I'm gone

I cry to fall asleep at night
I'm sorry, I don't mean to
It just happens, I don't want to
I lay alone awake, decide my fate
Live another day, for Fuccbois' sake
Lay alone awake, decide my fate
Live another day, for Fuccbois' sake
There's no blood on my hands, not going down the drain
I don't know what to do with this pain
Fuck this bullshit, fuck this life
Doing what I can just to get by
It's not enough, but I'll never cut
It's not enough, but I'll never cut
Remind yourself: you're strong enough
Remind yourself you're strong enough

I am descending, I am descending
I feel like this could be never-ending
I feel like this could be never-ending
I feel like this could be never-ending
I am descending, I am descending
I feel like this could be never-ending
I feel like this could be never-ending

So i'm up, in the air
Tryna get this thing to blow air
We won't land for another 2 hours and
I cannot sleep, so I just do not care
I'ma stare at the seat in front of me
Can't stretch my legs, can't move my feet
I just feel this heat, on my arms
Don't arrest me, please, I won't do harm
I don't wanna put my seat back
I'm not tryna crush someone's knees
Look down at my watch and it's half-past 8
Flight won't be in until 3
So I'm stuck, I could put my headphones on and sit back and dream
But the plane keeps shaking, I'm still awake and I'm tired of this whole thing
So I wait for the attendant, get a cup of water
"Extra ice, please" watching somebody's daughter
Ask for ice cream, and just for a second I'm brought back home
But I'm alone, I don't belong here
"Why is your face so long, dear?"
This is like, the longest hour ever
I'ma fall apart before we get together
Where in the fuck is my family?
Where can I find my house?
The captain's coming over loudspeakers and I'm descending into doubt
Cut my hair with razor blades, I hope I can keep words in my mouth
Melting wax and sealing paste, my water is emptying out, Star