Lyrics
Seeing all the cuts I did
A smile on my face I'll never be wanted
Now your gone and I'm afraid
The truth made you go away
Scars on my arms I can't explain
The memories of you are never okay
Now I'm lying on the floor
Bleeding out left for the cold
Left me for nothing
Like I deserved it
Gave you all I had
Feeling worthless
Devil found peace
Holy ghost in me
Opened third eye to see
Something to believe
Take me faraway place of dreams
Such a dark place where nightmares feed
Play the cards right the tarot bleeds
The haunting in me
Sacrificed my needs
Seeing all the cuts I did
A smile on my face I'll never be wanted
Now your gone and I'm afraid
The truth made you go away
Scars on my arms I can't explain
The memories of you are never okay
Now I'm lying on the floor
Bleeding out left for the cold
I turned life around met at crossroads
Our sealed eyes locked knew we sealed it
Soul wasn't yours it feels so unreal
Wouldn't do it again, but a deal is a deal
My soul bleeds black and you're standing still
My heart is cold puppet made of steal
Will walk through fire manage to heel
All of us broken ill grab the wheel
Awake in the darkness
Lost in the trees
Finding ways to breathe
Stuck in these memoires
Now I'm losing faith
It's getting hard to see
You in my head
I'm a mess again
Thought I'd get better seeing hell matters
Treat me like I'm nothing
My worth is important
You think I'm joking
On my knees hoping
Praying to God something
Spilled my sins choking
Seeing all the cuts I did
A smile on my face I'll never be wanted
Now your gone and I'm afraid
The truth made you go away
Scars on my arms I can't explain
The memories of you are never okay
Now I'm lying on the floor
Bleeding out left for the cold