Lyrics
Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
Fighting my anxiety constantly, I try to control it
Even when I know it's been forever
I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember
And I never wanna feel it again
Don't know if you get it
'Cause I can't express how thankful I am
That you were always with me
When it hurts I know that you'd understand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying everyday when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space, pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
Sometimes I still think it's coming
But I know it's not
Trying to breath in and then out
But the air gets caught
'Cause even though I'm older now
And I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it
If I didn't have you holding my hand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying everyday when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space, pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
I need you to know
I would never be this strong without you
You've seen how I've grown, you took all my doubt
'Cause you were home
I don't wanna lose control
There's nothing I can do anymore