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What has become of me?
With every bottle I drank, the world seemed to be a better place
Is this really where I want to be?
I feel so stagnant, draining my sanity
You made me feel invincible, it was me against the world
Nothing would ever go wrong
This thought has cursed my mind
I saw a portrait of me that never seemed right
You were the rock that stabilized
Yet you left me scarred and I cry for help
My father raised me to be a man
With every lesson, I proved to be a child lost in his addiction
Why has my life come to this?
Why do I need it?
Trying to hold onto hope as my time's slowly fading
My mind tries to fight it
But there's still like the wave, feeds through me
I am a stronger man, I am a better person
But I turn to you in all of my loneliness
You made me feel invincible, it was me against the world
Nothing would ever go wrong
This thought has cursed my mind
I saw a portrait of me that never seemed right
My father raised me to be a man
With every lesson, I proved to be a child lost in his addiction
Why has my life come to this?
Why do I need it?
Trying to hold onto hope as my time's slowly fading
I was wrong, let down everyone around me
I chose to be a coward, and I paid the price
Ignored my reality because the addict was me
Ignored my reality because the addict was me