Lyrics
Got a million things on my mind
Trapped like can't remember my time
Always question why it is I'm tryin
But nobody ever pays me no mind
Always had hopes and dreams to shine
Wishin for the truth but then you lied
In my heart cut deep I feel fried
Put everyone above me so I
Have to walk away
Hurts because I really wanted you to stay
But my heart pullin away from the veins
I done cried and that don't ease the pain
Got high just to keep you out my brain
Liquor bottle yeah I need another drank
I loved you even when you can't
I been real even though you ain't
Barely hear ya voice yeah it's very faint
Now you barley talkin
I done been through hell but I'm steady walkin
Got used and abused but I'm steady callin
Ain't that some shit and I'm steady fallin
Life been tough a while back
Never even smiled a while back
Had to learn how to get my style back
Now I'm cool know this won't even fall flat
Been going through life thought you were my purpose
Now I can't believe it's you all in my verses
Versus me and you everything is hurtin
Ain't that some shit
Don't mean to be a burden
Check up on ya life
Know I'm steady lurkin
I can't even help it
But the tables turnin
And you walked away
Now the bridge is burnin
Don't try to come back
Cause now I'm busy learnin
You know my song cry
The reason I stop and cry
So much pain in my body
I wonder why even try
Think this might be same thang
That been livin in pacs brain
A natural healer wanna save the world
But this shits a dirty game
And nobody even give a fuck
You ever had the feelin of stuck?
Trapped between enough is enough,
Just wishin someone get to callin ya bluff
Askin God what did you do to deserve this
I been way too real to be hurtin
Heart goin cold no need to be burnin
People don't understand its you that's deservin
Real shit
But the people around can't even feel shit
I keep prayin for some realness
I kept prayin but who's hearin
My karma right
Ain't been livin bad
Never crossed no one
I wish I had
Since everyone loves to pick and choose
When to fuck with me
Well I got some news
Can't fully explain but I got some blues
Mixed with hate I despise the rules
People live by and it doesn't move
I wanna go just hide the truth
Since the fake is real
Swear to God I do
Real hard to function who you vibin to?
Don't tell me it's real what's inside of you?
Swear I'm so done with society too
Ain't got no action
Ain't got no trust
Nowadays love is replaced with lust
Nowadays mediocre is replaced with great
When it comes to sex there's no wait
People don't cook
Can barely bake
This is just some shit on my mental state
Why this the reality that's on my plate
Been knocked down but I'm heavyweight
And forever I'll fight back
And I'll rise showin the power of black
Musa got you askin what's that
It's the real truth why we never crack
If you raised like me you'll never slack
Showin love to people we'll never get back
Givin love to people who don't deserve that
No longer waitin for you to call back