Lyrics
It hurts to say I lost what I felt like was all my trust for you
It kills to hear that you can't deal
And that I'm too much for you now
And I've really never felt more distant
Nothing's ever felt so wrong
I wanna change, but I know that there's conditions
Who do you wanna be, and what do you want?
And I don't even think about you anymore
Man, I wish you were dead
You're a lot better when you're quiet
Yeah, that's what you said
And I say I'm better off I'll never let me do that to myself again
But I know it's all a front
And I'd go back if you gave me the chance
Now I don't know if I'm better or wrong or even worse
Or even remotely the same
I'll try again tomorrow
But I say that every day
And you won't break that cycle
And it kills me, I hate you
Do it again, do it again, do it again
You wanna change
You said you wish you were different
It's been a year now
I can't help you anymore
And I don't even think about you anymore
Man, I wish we never met
I wish you knew how bad it hurts
I wish you knew the hell it's been
And you know there's no quick fix
And the long way Is just too long
It gets harder the more you try to explain
Cause you know you don't know yourself
Like you thought