Lyrics
I can feel my heart breaking at seven AM on the way to your place
Crush me like a beer can, toss me to the floor
PBR nights, waking up at four
I'm not made for this like you seem to be
But I could spend a decade just watching you sleep
And I know how this storyline goes
So why can't I just let it go?
He hands me the dagger, I cut it in deep
Blue eyes blacked out on the concrete
Waiting on every text he sends
Wondering which one will bring the end
I'm waiting for the rain to fall
So I can wash it down with alcohol
And I know it's bad that I should tell him to leave
But here I am begging on my hands and knees
Begging on my hands and my knees
He says"Give me something to think about when I hit the floor"
So I kiss him hard, standing in the light of my parents' front door
I can't compete with what I know she could give
States away, I've barely learned how to live
He knows so much more than what I've learned in school
He's the textbook definition of cool
He says he likes to stay out of the spotlight
I bet that's why he only texts me back at night
He says that he wants me, but he can't be sure
Waiting around laying down on the floor
Why does it already hurt so much?
If sleep is the cure, fever is his touch
I'm waiting for the rain to fall
So I can wash it down with alcohol
And I know it's bad that I should tell him to leave
But here I am begging on my hands and knees
Begging on my hands and my knees
I said"Sorry, I think I'm bad at casual"
Sorry, I think I'm bad at casual
Making out on my parents' living room floor
Just so I can leave him still wanting more
Sorry, I think I'm bad at casual
Sorry, I think I'm bad at casual
Sorry, I think I'm bad at casual
Sorry