Lyrics
I'm the one who always tries so hard to make your days feel so light
I try to give you consolation in all this tension
It didn't turn as it was supposed to be, you have a curse but you're so blind to see
It's always me who suffers, it's getting tougher
Something's growing inside me, it's burning the silence I have left
But I keep telling myself to
Breathe in, breathe out
Every day has become a mess, you feel so sick like no one else
I understand but it's me you're blaming, I'm suffocating
You sit all day and stay awake at night, waiting for me to treat you right
It's hard for me to keep pretending that I can make it
Something's growing inside me, it's burning the silence I have left
But I keep telling myself to
Breathe in, breathe out
I can be a monster
Push me and you'll know it
Break me till it's over
Cause I can be a monster
Every day I try to survive, I'm spending my energy in your desires
You keep telling me it's not enough to beat myself up
I give up, no return, I will take that door!
Yeah
I can be a monster
Push me and you'll know it
Break me till it's over
Cause I can be a monster