Last.fm'e katıl veya oturum aç ve neverlan_d için bir mesaj bırak.
-
Bu yorum mevcut değil.
-
Bu yorum mevcut değil.
-
-
-
-
-
sisumikael
... ja jos se on ystävästämme Karista kiinni ni hyvin todennäkösesti vieläpä Kikan tai Gimmelin tahdissa.
İşlemler
-
-
-
-
-
-
lanoctem
I started late at 17, my brother started at I believe 15 or 16 himself. But when I started I wasn't getting destroyed like my brother until like a few years later up until last year lol, now I just social drink (or alone) and get to a controlled type of drunk. And I definitely feel for you because people think I'm nuts or like hateful of people (kinda do hate people but still) it's just the unknown fucks me up big time when I have no one to turn to anymore..But you're wonderfully correct. Some day it'll be alright and this will be behind us. *crosses fingers*
İşlemler
-
lanoctem
it's totally fine if you were the way you were here because drinking is just in our culture now lol like I started young, my brother even younger than I have but its all good. And as for the issues I think I'll definitely need em once I'm working again because being around unknowns all the time really brings out the fear and self consciousness in me and that's when I freak out and get umm pissed/nervous. Soo it's hard to tell if what happened to me now actually worked or not :/
İşlemler
-
lanoctem
As long as your anger goes into something productive at the end of the day/ or you learn something out of it, it can only get better from there. But my anger issues chilled out (I'm certain of it) because of me not being around people that were not good for me, I used to party and do really dumb shit every night, now that I am alone I just stay online/jog/watch baseball and write sometimes lol.. I'm currently off meds actually until I work again.. And Finland a drinking country ?? I love the sounds of that haa ! *_*
İşlemler
-
lanoctem
thank you very much<3 and I'm definitely better these days, I may be alone all the time but my head has cooled down from being angry constantly all the time. And as for July 4th haha yeah I guess we only know it (it's been shoved down our throats since kindergarten) but here it's almost a must that we celebrate something and get fucked up any chance we can get lol, not sure if I should be happy or sad about that ha
İşlemler
-
lanoctem
I had a big fight with a friend, and then my gf at the time on the same night broke up with me and I found out me and my roomie were loosing our apartment (we had nowhere to go at the time). So much I worked for and shit was like gone ina instant it seemed..plus I was drinking all day until late night lol and wasn't taking meds at the time..so I tried to overdose on vodka and painkillers.... meh it was weird. My friend took me to the hospital and I told em my story and thus I stayed there for 2 weeks in the ward. BUT I got on meds, got shit worked out and made it. Just a bad bad weird time that even a year later I still think about sadly :/ BUT I shall have a good time tnight because it's America's b-day :3
İşlemler
-
lanoctem
I had a job but I recently lost it, currently looking for more work, and then I'ma go to college for something in the health field I'm certain of it.. I want to help those in psyche-wards because after being in one, I think those people need help more than anything. It's sad really. And I love my old cat blah blah and I'm not drunkk drunk yet...maybe later I will after baseball tonight haha xx
İşlemler
-
lanoctem
haha I did answer and its not embarrassing I promise :p but I'm kinda drunk so I'll try to recall as much as I can. I think it had something to do with having no friends..which is true because I moved from this small town to the city I live in now a few months back..so now I only have my brother to talk to and we don't really connect. so besides him and my cat I'm just a lonely sad thing I guess :/ and it's hard for me to go outside because of my anxiety of public crowds that surround me out here.
İşlemler
-
lanoctem
Nah your English is very good lol don't worry about that :p And just once I've been to a beach lol I did live in many areas that were surrounded by trees and the like. Where I live at now we have a beach/thing by lake Ontario near Canada but it's gross there and because I have no friends I don't go anywhere :///
İşlemler
-
lanoctem
Most definitely..whatever you do though.. just don't go down south lol, I lived in Charlotte NC for almost 2 years its the worse. But besides that yes, there's so much to be explored, I guess it's deciding what area of the country you would like to be around, for me its the east coast where I live (more cultural).
İşlemler
-
lanoctem
oh wow, your first metro city at 15 ? I was kinda the same way though until 13 years of age, I went to Philadelphia/Washington DC on a school trip. One city you gotta see is Chicago if you come to the U.S. (prolly my favorite city I've ever visited because NYC is dirty lol). But yes nine tattoos since I graduated in 2006- I'm 24 years old :,(
İşlemler
-
lanoctem
I already have the tattoo it was my first of 9 I currently have; It says "Still Ill, The Smiths is dead" (Still Ill my favorite Smiths song lol). And I'll try to like my area, maybe it's just how exotic Finland and other European areas seem to me that makes me dislike America's modernism sometimes lol oh well
İşlemler
-
Bu yorum mevcut değil.
-
lanoctem
love love love The Smiths!, I try to listen to em everyday haha (my first tattoo is dedicated to them :3). But as for me, I live in the state of NY, sadly not anywhere near NYC though, I live on the way top part of the state in the city of Rochester which is I believe the third biggest city in NY state, so its okay. But Finland sounds far more better than here
İşlemler
-
-
-