i was looking at my camera roll and came across a picture u sent me in which you hated how you looked but jayden, you looked so beautiful, you always looked so beautiful without even trying, whenever you sent me pictures of yourself whether they were serious or silly i would always be like, damn, my friend is so gorgeous. i truly miss you a lot. i hope you're resting well.

i still miss you so much and think of you very often. there's so much i would've loved to share with you. you'll always be one of my greatest friends

its been a year since u died. i miss you alot man

At this time 1 year ago i was on facetime with u Jayden, i said there are no ugly women in the world and u said what about blaire white, i said i want to be a biologist and u said i look like one. U made me a loving and forgiving person. I mirrored you i still do. Rest very easy as the leaves come in, everything starts to grow, whirr summer loading...

I saw tagabow again tonight and they played french again! I always think of you the instant i hear that song. I can picture the look of excitement youd have on your face when you heard them start to play it. Wish you were here. You helped me see the world in a completely new way and I'll always be grateful for the time you shared with me <3

its been a while since ive checked up on your page, reading these new shouts. gut wrenching. :(

this afternoon i was listening to my bf play guitar and he started playing a song you showed me on my birthday. i asked him what it was, he said lots of hands. i started crying, it was a really beautiful moment, not really sad at all. wish you couldve heard it you wouldve thought it was cool. maybe ill learn to play that now

happy birthday jayden!! i put on one of your playlists this morning and it played pennies by the smashing pumpkins. "i always loved you so, especially when you'd go, all the world must know". i see and hear you everywhere and im so glad for that. i have a boyfriend now, he likes so much of the stuff you did, duster + reunion by korea girl + apple vines by the autocollants + russian post punk + peter caine dog training. i think you would make fun of him, and i wish you were here so you could because im imagining what you would say and its really funny. i used the leftover yarn from the stratosphere sweater i made in july to make a stratosphere scarf for my friend, and i wouldnt have bought that yarn if it wasn't for you so it was like a gift from both of us. im learning about the brain for scioly, its cool, i see why you liked psychology.i keep imagining you as a bird (me and the birds), u would have beautiful wings. i miss u so much jayden and im so happy to have called you a friend

happy birthday jayden, you would have been 22 today. i went to richies today and i remembered the time we went and my card declined and that girl was super rude, and guess what. she still works there and is super miserable! i wish i bought you more hot chocolate or something i don’t know, everything just went downhill our sophmore year. there isn’t a day i don’t think about you, sometimes i think to myself that once i left your funeral you followed me home and sometimes watch me poop. LOL. especially because you said if you ever killed yourself you would haunt me, i kind of wish you would since i miss you so much.

leaving you in 2025 feels so heartbreaking. you should have been here with us. i can’t comprehend why the world is so cruel, i’ve almost convinced myself it just can’t be true. i started crying as soon as the clock turned 12, and you were on my mind as i rung in the new year. it’s just such a cruel and violent world, especially without you in it. i’m going to keep pushing forward, i know you would tell me to. keep resting easy, my best friend.

jayden, it has been 177 days since you’ve left. everything in my life seems to be going wrong. more than anything, i miss your comfort. i still can’t believe it’s real. every day seems to be getting harder and following you seems more difficult to resist. but i’m determined to make it out alive, im so sure you’d want it for me. i miss you more than you could’ve ever imagined. i just hope you don’t feel sad any more 💔

you would have loved the tagabow show tonight they even played french! i wish you were standing there next to me at the show like we used to

we only ever interacted very briefly but you seemed chill. rest easy <3

rest in peace jayden

you still live on in all the music you introduced me to. i wish our last interaction was a good one. i'll always miss you. thank you for being the friend you were to me.

i Came here to comment on how awesome your taste is after rifling through your library and i physically felt my heart sink upon reading the shoutbox. rest easy stranger

rest in peace. i miss seeing your comments in my feed every now and then. i was going through some really hard shit back in the spring and listening to all of your album recs really pulled me through that time and it's so devastating that you're gone. i didn't know you outside of this site, but any time i listen to sway i'll forever be reminded of the funny shit you would post on my profile. rest easy, i miss hearing from you <3

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3Gmm3Co8F8PF5LZXUashTk?si=ZLP4htzOR1aKuaAq5FYHHg&pi=MD0BcjcNQ-S8o

i wish we didn't end on such bad terms, i always thought about reaching out again but never did. maybe i postponed so much because i thought you'd always be there? so to hear you're gone now, and that it's too late - i can only feel regret, as if im a minor reason you are gone. there is so much music i want to share with you, everytime i hear wallows, i think of you and how it's why we ever became friends. very thankful for that band lol. i always find myself looking at photos from when we last hung out, and all those genshin vids/ss's u took when we'd play. it's hard to accept the fact that we will never talk again or do those things again. i also really really wish i could've shared a bunch of stuff about twenty one pilots with you cuz i bet you would've loved some of their lyrics, maybe not the style of music as much though.. who knows

Rest in peace, you are dearly missed by all of us. I didn't know you personally outside of lastfm, but you were so funny and kind. Even though we only spoke briefly, your memory will stick with me aswell as so many others. rest easy :( 💗

Rest in Peace Doingles, wherever you are I hope you found the peace that you always wanted, we miss you. thank you for the time you had with us.

i still think of you every day, i miss sending you funny things, i miss coming to you when i had things to talk about, i miss your conversations. i still feel like there’s a hole in my life now and i’m not sure if it will go away. i hope even though you’re gone you can feel how much love everyone, not just me, had and still has for you. you meant more than you ever knew. i wish i could’ve noticed, maybe there were signs i just missed, maybe i could have prevented it. you’ve inspired me to radically strive for love and to help others to make sure they never have to feel they have to do what you felt you had to do. you’re inspiring me to be a better person, to make the world a better place, just like you did. you always looked out for me. i’ll do everything to make sure you’re not forgotten, that your positivity and infectious personality aren’t forgotten. i still even feel like maybe you’re here with me in some way, encouraging me through this emotional storm in the aftermath. ily J 💔

<3 i'm glad you enjoyed my recommendations

I will miss you Jayden. Thank you for sharing some of the time you had with me I will cherish it all

rest easy <3

I hope you're alive mate....

you probably don’t remember me, and that’s okay. we argued on userphone once, earlier this year. back then, i didn’t get you, i thought you were just being rude. but after that call, i found your last.fm and ended up listening to a lot of your favorite albums. and they stuck with me. you changed the way i see music, you got me into genres i never thought i’d love. i never told you this, and you never knew, but you really had a gift for finding beauty in sound. rest in peace, jayden. you made more impact than you knew. if anyone close to him sees this and is comfortable sharing what happened, i’d really appreciate knowing. my instagram is @by.tazdi

there are no words to express how much i love and miss you my dear friend jayden i hope you found peace. you are in my heart forever.

rip bro hope he’s in a better place 🫶 will be missed

Dingles 😁

re re (the 2016 ver especially) is so good hi doioingles

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doingles

Dead forever Best song made I think.

my name is edwin i made the mimic it was difficult to put the pieces together

amazing taste

special thank you to Seven Thousand sorta Moon for the Girl Interrupted deleted scene pfp Winona Wrinkle my beloved 🩶

hiii i saw you like dusters nice taste btw :)

Hi Doingle what whirr album should i listen to (Thinking Emoji)

Your compatibility with doingles is Super. You both listen to ASkySoBlack, Trauma Ray and Narrow Head.

holy music!!!based taste

anime gif pfp :DDD

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i think music production nowadays might be too good quality for most people to make proper shoegaze most people make the digital instruments sound too clean so it ends up having that cheap lifeless and noticeable characteristic sound that makes my brain immediately discredit them and dislike them

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hi doingles. i have the guy from quannic's pick. yeah. what is up dawg. how is doingles doing?

alice said happy birthday by the way. i say it as well. happy doingles day.