Sorry been really busy. It's Easter Sunday today. I don't celebrate holidays much. My friend invited me to the bar later but my allergies are bothering me again. Might just sty in and take it easy. It's supposed to be in the 80's later. I am not like most girls, I have mostly male friends and have more of a masculine attitude. That might also be because I am more into women. Most guys want more than what I do and I have learned to back away from them. I am not saying I would never get into a relationship with a guy, I am just not looking for one. I'd rather be with a female honestly. New York is one of the most expensive place in America, except maybe for those cities in California or Chicago. I've never been to either so I really wouldn't know. Have a wonderful day hun =)

Matt isn't normally the type of guy I am attracted too, but we get along great and enjoy talking to him. I think it be nice to visit him in Philly too. I don't have plans for the week, but I rarely do. I like to take it one day at a time. That way if I decide to do something it's spontanious lol. Enjoy the rest of tyour day and week hun

The weather has been very warm so my alleries are acting up. Went to Pennsylvania yesterday to visit my Aunt, She actually lives right on the border of NJ and PA. I don't go to New York often. Once in awhile to see a concert. It's just too expensive.I love Pizza but I am picky about what kind I eat. I prefer really italian pzza. Brooklyn's piza is very good. I've been saying this for years and I haven't had relationship in a long time. Can't possibly think I want the opposite.. I am very attrative and these guys are just desperate to be the one for me. m very happy bei ng sexually active with people and sleeping around. Alot of guys cant handle my lifestyle. It's obvious by their actions. Most guys aren't into the same things as I am sexually, they are just so attracted to me they are done quickly.Once you start having sex you'll understand it better. I am not hard to figure out, I am very much like a guy. I get along better with guys because I ate chicks and just want anonymous sex

The band was really good.Type of shoegaze alternative. I told Matt(the bass player) I'd love to come visit again soon. I've always been attracted to Matt so maybe if we hook up one in awhile give me another reason to visit him. Some of our founding forefathers were born in Philadelphia thats what the brotherly love is about. Any plans this weekend?

I had symptoms of the flu all week so I've been sleeping alot. I am perfectly okay with hookin up with guys I hang out with, as long as they don't assume everytime I hang out wit them we are having sex. I they are some different guys there I might want t o try one of them. Most guys I've had sx with don't want to share me with any other guys and that's my lifestyle. If there are a bunch of guys I am usually down with sleeping with two of them. These guys always want one n one and I think all men suck in bed. I only sleep with them because I enjoy sex. I tell people right when I meet them I an not interested in relationship and I am very sexually active. Unfortunately they always say they aren't into that either then get mad clingy. I don't do the jealousy thing. I stop sleeping with them if they start to show any signs of attatchment. Not all girls are forthcoming like that. I am just not ashamed of who I am Philly is less 2 hours away from me. I've been there before..

People just make a big deal out of sex, with no real reason behind it. Most of the people i have slept with sucked.Because I am so good at it they think its them. You listen to New wave though. That's electronic. It's one of my favorite enres. I am exhausted and need a nap. Have a reat week =)

I went out Friday night and was up till Sunday. Last minute my friend invited me to Philadelphia to watch our friends band lay. I haven;' seen the one guy in over 4 years. It was nice talking with him. He mentioned something we talked about 5 years ago and it made me happy because he actually listened to me. It was just nice to hang out with a guy who isn't trying to sleep with me. I he alot of sex but sometimes I want to hang out like friends. I have a couple guys currently trying to get with me. The are trying to act like they can handle my lifestyle. They think I will enjoy one on one, and since i have group ex most of the time. isses me off these guys think they are good and I already knw the aren't. I prefer sex with women. They just know what thy are doing. My friend is just getting over the flu, today my yes are water nose is running. throat is hurting. Its going to be a long week. There's nothing wrong with staying a virgin, I just would never have sex with one.

Oh I completely understand that.. I hate weddings. I only go to get trashed lol. I have no definite plans yet, it all depends who's around and wants to do something. My friend might be coming from an hour away either tomorrow or Monday. He's supposed to let me know. Ihave no shame when it comes to sex. I never understood how people can't just be sexually active without it meaning something. But I know alot of people are uptight about sex or shy.. so I won't criticize.Yeah it wen away Tuesday. They usually last like 5 days, sometimes a week. But this one wasn't as bad.By any chance do you like any type of Industrial or Electronic music?

I am glad the week is over. I have plans or tomorrow. How about you? It is very common for chicks to use their cuteness or sexiness against men. I do it too. I te when girls act nasty towards nice eople, I hate most men but I am only a bitch if they are doing something to upset me or make me feel uncomfortable. Good for you! Stand up for yourself.. I always do =) I actually can tell if a girl is interested most of the time. I get a vibe because I like chicks and date them. Most girls are attracted to other chicks though. Even if they say they aren't. No, and it's not a big deal if I ever do or not again. Wasn't looking for anything other than sex. I can sleep with just about any guy, as long as it's just sex. I don't have a type, it all depends how I feel when I am around them. I do like guys who wear eyeliner though lol. I love violins too. There's a few other doom type bands with violins in them if you are ever interested in hearing. New Jersey doesn't get hurricanes too often/

I was out all night Frriday so I stayed home Saturday and slept. I have a massive migraine so I have to take it easy. I have chronic migraines that can last up to 7 or 8 days =/ Heat does take the energy out of you, but so does the cold. Let me know what you think. I know alot ofot doom metal bands. I don't think I am that pretty but thanks for saying so lol. I like a nice ass too. I am short so most chicks are taller than me I on't want a chick over 6 feet though. It depends who is better. I prefer sex with women, I don't find men all that good at certain thins. I have different experiences with every every sexual partner. Some people just know what they are doing. You can ask me anything I am not timid about it

Hi hun =) Yeah he is and because it's my departed best friends brother it's an entirely different type of relationship. I remember him as a kid and now he's an adult. I am not looking to run off and marry him but its nice spending time with him. Oh hell yeah I got game. My guy friends get mad because I end up with the chick lol. I have confidence. That's big turn on for me. I like blondes too. And younger. what do you mean by intense?. I told some people. Too many people are uptight about anything sexual, most though I found don't care what I do. I have a thing for redheads. I like a nice ass too. I have had a busy week, been out alot. The weather got mad cold yesterday and not liking it I know both those bands, never listened to As Angels Bleed tough. Do you like Doom Metal at all? The Sins of Thy Beloved is an amazing band with the most beautiful Violin. Check them out!

I had a crazy weekend. I ended up going back out Saturday night and having sex with this 24 year old blonde chick. She only wanted me and she claims she hasn't been with alot of chicks. It happens alot. Both sexes fall hard for me. I'd rather a chick than a girl though. I prefer women. I actually wouldn't mind hooking up with her brother. He was telling me his last girlfriend was like me with the swinging stuff. I think he'd enjoy coming out with me to clubs and parties. But we will see. Alot of people tell me they like goth chicks. I think it helps with people wanting to be with me. I think my look helps alot. There are always new jobs being made, but just as many people lose theirs or work 7 days a week and still have no money to show for it. I can only hope things start to get better. Have a great week hun. I am taking it easy today.

I used to dress alot more goth but I toned it down a bit. I will always be a goth chick though. lad you are enjoying the Tristania songs. You shoudl check out Trail of Tears. Very similar sounding. Have a wonderful Night hun.

Hi hun ) how is your weekend going. I had a great St Pattys Day. Was up all all night. Ended up crashing at my best friends brothers house. I haven't seen him since she died 12 years ao. Ate lunch with his mom. At first she wasn't happy with me being there but we sat down and talked for awhile and she said that I can come over anytime. An hr brother has been in love with me since he was 12. He's 27 now. And he's okay with the swinging thing. I am going to spend time with him. It's like a comfort thing. I would love to hang out with more, he looks like his sister too. Men get too attatched to me, I can never be friends with benefits. Guys always want more. And they always get jealous. One guy who I am not dating, we hooked up a couple times and he has threatened a couple guys that I m friends with and don't like that. I stopped talking to him. I enjoy having sex with other people, I need a guy who wants to as well. Thank you. My friend thinks I look like Cristina from Lacuna Coil.

For me it has nothing to do with love or having any connection. It's just sex. There's nothing wrong with waiting, sometimes I wish I did, but I lost it over 15 years ago so it's a little too late. And since I don't really have the desire to be in a relationship with anyone I enjoy being single and having fun =) I have a problem with alot of guys I hook up with. They always want more and I just don't want that. I'd enjoy a hook up buddy or friends with benefits if it stayed just that. I haven't dated ince I was 30. Over 3 years ago and it was a lon distance one so I never saw her. Since we had that blizzard most people will be working tomorrow =( That's all people do round here is work. No one has money to do anything. It's such a terrible situation America is in. Yeah that's me why?

We have ice skating rinks around here, I went a bunch of times when I was alot younger. Surprisingly I didn't fall lol. Actually I am kind of a slut, I have had sex with alot of people and don't plan on stopping. How come you don't want to hve sex? I don't believe in saving yourself for marriage. I don't plan on getting married, so it's kind of pointless for me. I can't have children. I was told in my teens that I couldn't. Bi-polar effects everything, it makes me an emotional mess. But I have learned alot about it and understand it somewhat. St. Patty's Day is a holiday for Irish people. I am not Irish, but it's fun to get drunk and celebrate.

The past few years mother nature has been out of her mind lol. One week it's 30 degrees the next it's 60. Hopefully the snow os done an spring iss finally coming. Last year it snowed after spring o it's not that unheard of around here. I don't ice skate too much anymore. April is usually rain here too, but we were in a terrible drought last year, so the snow helped. I don't do relationship, I prefer to be single and just have ex with whoever is interested. I know sounds slutty lol. I have no interest in getting married, my bipolar complicates my emotions, I am all over the place. It's illegal in most of America to have more than one wife or husband. I think most places it's not allowed. The week isn't so bad, everything is going back to normal from the blizzard. St. Pattus day Friday, probably go out and drink. Do you celebrate that there?

Swingers are mostly couples who hook up with other couples. Sometimes the men are bi but most aren't. I only hook up with her boyfriend when she's there. I don't get feelings, I enjoy being single. Sometimes guys do, but swingers it doesn't happen as much because they are allowed to be with other people. That's the whole point, it's just sex. They are probably getting married Even if I end up dating someone else, they have to be okay with the situation cause I would still hook up with them. We got snow last night. And spring is a week away Absolutely ridiculous. I hope this is it for winter. I am ready for spring. Have a great week

Oh I am a terrible dancer too but I love to dance with my girlfriend. She's sexy as hell. Her boyfriend told her to hit it off with me. They are swingers, I assume you know what that is. If not I'll explain lol, They've been together awhile, they plan on getting married eventually. But her boyfriend iss okay with her and I hooking up. I hook up with him too though. I've never been in a swinger relationship, so the whole thing is nw to me. I am just having fun right now. I struggle with my bipolar, but I've accepted my flaws and do my best to deal with the symptoms. It's not easy.. But I'vecome along way. I am not ready to give up.

I went to a club with a few people. Had a goo workout dancing lol. I don't go often, but this girl I hooked up with goes so I will be going with her. Yes I love ladies. I am bisexual, I prefer women though. Glad you liked the band. I dk if I can explain depression. There are many different reasons for it. Alot of it is a chemical imbalance in your brain. The same with my bipolar. I don't take medication for it I probably should but I am doing okay with my life. I try to enjoy it as much as I can when I feel good. I get depressed and have no desire or energy to do anything. The weather has been beautiful. A little chiller today, but still doesn't feel like winter. I hope it stays like this. Have a great week.

Thank you hun. I am doing okay. She's not. Normally death doesn't upset me, only her sadness is. I till care alot for her. I suffer from depression, but I've made it 33 years already. Not ready to give up yet =} All the seasons are the same these days. All winter it has felt like spring and in summer in rains like it is spring. I love Sirenia, how about Tristania? I have a thing for red heads, Delain's singer has red hair. I saw them live last year. Awesome live show. The weather's been beautiful all week. Going out for the weekend with friends. I hope you are having a great day.

Terrible =( My ex girlfriend's brother committed suicide last week. It's been hard. I haven't even around much trying to comfort her, only o much I can do. I am feeling depressed now. The whole situation is just sad. Do you have seasons like we ddo here? Spring is when it rains alot but not always. Weather as been in spring temperatures since before the weekend. I hat snow lol. Those bands are mor symphonic goth, all great bands though. You like Delain or Within Temptation? I like all the bands you mentioned, I am more into like The Sisters of Mercy or The Cure type goth. Fields of The Nephilim is excellent too. I look good for my age. People think I am in my 20's. I don't vote, I hate all government. All three Law and Orders are great. I hear they are making new series. I never got into 24. I love Keifer Sutherland though. Enjoy the rest of your week.

Glad to hear it!! Just be careful, but I understand it happens. I know We Are The Fallen. I have that album. I prefer 80's and 90's anything really. Music was just so much better before 2000. Though I have a few favorite albums from aftr 2000. Bands I love back in the 90's I still listen to but I've grown so bored with new music and even bands I love. I think I need some new music lol. What kind of goth do you like? What did your father play? I had less drama in high school than I o now honestly. I am 33.. I should be free of it. people just never grow up. It's pathetic. I watch TV when I am not listening to music or go back and forth. I am a big fan of Law and Order. You? I live in New Jersey, Have a great day =}

Ouch! You okay? Sprains are terrible. I've sprained my ankle a couple times. A couple weeks off should help. I am more into older music I feel like modern it's all the same thing. No talent or real desire to create good music. Not all bans though. I am really into goth and electronic stuff, but I listen to alot of classic rock and metal. I don't listen to rap I do like some 90's old school r&b. But most of the music in the 90's I enjoyed. Alot I still listen to. We got snow Thursday, but it armed up and most is melted already lol. Alot of my girlfriends are short in my high school half my grade was around 5'2 5'3. My sister is like 5'7 or so... my brother is like 6'1. You should visit ATL. I think you'd like it. I was there as a kid, warm.

Did you win? I cant stand the heat, so more power to you lol. I sweat wen it's 40 degrees outside. But it sounds like it bothers you too once in awhile too. What do you rink to keep you hydrated? I can't stand modern rock bands, I try to get into the newer bans but most of them suck. It saddens me =( Obviously not all genres though. The popular radio friendly music i hate. I want to see a concert this ear, we have a bunch of different venues money is just an issue with me. Damn 6'3! I am 5'2. You are more than a foot taller than me lol

I love going out partying, obviously not as much as I used too because I am no longer in my 20's lol. I don't work out but I try to stay fit enough, I actually got really skinny from not eating and being sick last year.. Slowly gained a couple bands back but I am not heavy at all. I am also very short. 5'2. I go to the bar once in awhile with friends to drink eat and watch the game. I am not into sports at all though. America has been in a drought all last year and probably this year, it hasn't rained or snowed much. Sounds like it's happening everywhere. I don't know what I am doing this weekend yet, have fun at the basketball game. I have found some new bands and new albums but I don't really listen to music like I used too. What about you?

Thank you hun. I am okay, alot of friends have died over the years. More than should have. Sad, but I've accepted it. Glad to hear you had a great Holiday. I did too! I go out once or twice a week i I can. It all depends who's around. We ar in a drought too. The snow we got two weeks ago helped alittle, but all over America is in a drought. Some states worse than others. This winter has been warm, it barely rains and we haven't had snow. Hope you have a great week. Any plans for the weekend? I was hung over all ay so I am taking it easy

Thank you hun! I don't really like the holidays but they were good. Hope yours were god too. New year hasn't been too great already lost a friend the first 3 days of the year. Very sad. How is everything there? How's the new year so far?

That's great to hear =) I dn't come on alotanymore, been busy this summer. Hope you are hving a reat week and hope you have a great weekend. Talk yo you soon lots of hugs and kisses

Enjoy <3 Let m know which ones you liked.. and Ill recommend similar ones

No problem hun <3 I am not a huge fan of metalcore, but I did like it when I was with my ex. I am not sure what you haven't heard before. I never got into crunk. I don't like rap either. Sorry for the late reply.. I haven't been around. Take a look at the bands I listen too if you have any questions or interests. I listen to a wide variety. Have a g reat weekend and week.

Hi =) Well, it depends what ind of metal you are looking for? I listen to alot of obscure and not as popular stuff. I am alwyas on the look out for new stuff. I am a huge fan of 90's and 80's.. If it's easier call me Amma

I use Youtube alot as well... I enjoy lyrics videos and various metal videos. My name is Amalea.

Yeah, I feel the same way about lastfm. I still listen to music but it doesn't help to discover anything new. What are you using now?

Hello, nice to chat again!:) So, your holiday was really amazing. You said that you were watching your favourite films, what are they? And favourite dishes? My studies is all right, but it can be better. Unfortunatelly, I am too lazy! As for weather, it is warm, but it changes, week ago there was snow! My country is very cold, I live in Syberia, so it always cold here. Write me as soon as you can, i want to know how are you! :)

Hi =) Yah, it has. I am rarely on anymore. I am so behind on new artists and albums. I hate the new layout. What have you been up too?

Hello, my friend! Happy New Year, sorry, i know it is too late! How was your holiday? how are you in general? Write me soon best wishes :)

It is very good to end your education, i think! Education nowadays is really important! I wish you luck!!! =)) So, i like this city, it is very old and beautiful...but i miss my town so much! I miss my family, my boyfriend and i cant do anything with it. Studying here is very hard! I waaant hooome! Please, write me as soon as you can i want to know how are you best wishes

Hello, my friend. Sorry, i havent written for so long. Now, i finally have a computer and can warite to you! So, how are you? How is your job????

Hi :D how have you been ? It's been awhile. Oh. Is that a new guitar ? Your avatar, I mean. I have found some new bands that I have fallen in love with. Katatonia and Shining, check em' out :)

Hi! Sorry, I haven't answered you for so long. How are you? So, thank you for you words, by the way, I am enrolled at a university, I've been dreaming of :)) I'm so happy, but I'm afraid living in another city far from my family, alone. It is really crazy, that your teachers did these terrible things, in our country it is not allowed! And I can't understand it.. Oh, no, I hadn't a prom date.)) But I have a boyfriend and we had fun together after my prom. How about your work? write me soon, best wishes

no problem dude

Hi! I've missed you much:) so, I'm fine! I have finally finished my school! I had a prom 2 days ago..it was nice. Well, your country and mine are just different. We may go to university after school..I can't explain it to you properly) so, I want to be a teacher of English, but I don't know it well :c but it's my dream! Soo, what kind of job are you going to find? Hope you'll find it! Cross my fingers for you :) how's your summer going? Waiting for your answer

Hi! I've missed you much:) so, I'm fine! I have finally finished my school! I had a prom 2 days ago..it was nice. Well, your country and mine are just different. We may go to university after school..I can't explain it to you properly) so, I want to be a teacher of English, but I don't know it well :c but it's my dream! Soo, what kind of job are you going to find? Hope you'll find it! Cross my fingers for you :) how's your summer going? Waiting for your answer

Hello, nice to chat with you again! I'm sorry, I'm writing to you later again. So, I've finished my school and now I'm into my exams! I'm so tired. I thought that I Wil rest after passing them, but I should think about university and solve all these problems. The hardest summer I've ever had! So, how are you? I'm waiting for your answer! Take care:)

Hello, nice to chat with you again! I'm sorry, I'm writing to you later again. So, I've finished my school and now I'm into my exams! I'm so tired. I thought that I Wil rest after passing them, but I should think about university and solve all these problems. The hardest summer I've ever had! So, how are you? I'm waiting for your answer! Take care:)