sleeping with sirens

I'm upset, I've been waiting for too long in the rain
Every time I come around, you push me away
Just know that I won't be here when you need me to stay
Enough said, I'ma leave you all alone in the silence
That's the only way I can be sleeping with sirens
I just need some peace of mind

When we're out, you treat me like a nobody
Look at me know, bet you regret that you lost me
Another one bit the dust, I'm used to that now
But I'ma walk away and leave you in the background

Wide awake, on my bed, thinking about those better days
I glow up, now I'ma ball out just like Holloway
Keep my eyes on the prize, I'ma focus
I ain't worry about the price, I'ma cop it all

And I'ma just waste away tonight
'Cause I won't even make it out alive
And I know you won't say my name
You tryna save your face, but please, get out of my head

All your friends, they know who I am
2019, this year is all mine
2017, man, I was down bad
Got a little pick-me-up, I got white 'caine in the dime bag

I'm upset, I've been waiting for too long in the rain
Every time I come around, you push me away
Just know that I won't be here when you need me to stay
Enough said, I'ma leave you all alone in the silence
That's the only way I can be sleeping with sirens
I just need some peace of mind

What's my age again? I need some reminder
What's her name again? I don't even know her
I've been losing time since October
Cold air blowing hard in December

Since the day I left you, I been lonely
But I've been on my way now to the money
I know nothing's gonna be the same
I know nothing's gonna be the same

Now just waste away the night
'Cause I won't even make it out alive
And I know you won't say my name
You try to say your face
But please get out of my head

And all your friends, they know who I am
2019, this year is all mine
2017, man, I was done bad
Got love, pick me up
I know I can't hit the dumb back