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It seems that the womb that I left was my last haven
Now I wonder what it was that made me want to leave
Leave me bruises and leave me injured
Have some nerve to think I wanted more
Hold me under water and just tempt me
While I'm writhing on the floor
Tie the cord around my neck as I gasp for my first breath
An abusive delusion it's all I can ever think about
Cold and lifeless
I tried not to love you
This was the only way I could see my way out of this
I'd pull the pain from your eyes
If only I could heal myself first
I can't tell you how restless it's left me
Hold me down
Shut me up
Abuse my only way of coping