Lyrics
Why do I feel dead
I Lied in my defence
It hurts when love's on read
Butterflies in my head
Regret in every breath
From all the things I said
Surrounded by my friends
Yet still crying in my bed
Sometimes I love this little feeling of alone
But if I'd left you where would I go
I saw this coming but I still chose
To break myself so I could fix you
Looking up deep into the skies
Still tryna find a glimpse of your smile
Remembered when I still called you mine
Loving you was like a pastime
After all this time in my head
I realized that I'd rather pretend
To feel happy cuz no one will care
If I'm here or if I'm somewhere else
I've tried my very best
Took all the insults over text
You pushed me to the sharpest edge
Someone at least save me
I'm still lost in love
It hurts abnormally
Things that I believed
Turned to disbelief
I'm still holding on
To what I thought we could be
No one could die for me
Still, I died for she
hmmmm...