wow. it's refreshing to see an angry-at-the-world yet terribly depressed and confused youth in the world making angry comments on a shoutbox. real original i say. what a wonderful way to express your totally unique personality. keep it up!
Tough to find outside of the comp. Originally vinyl is way out-of-print, however not impossible to find:
OMG it seems there's a lot of Ruths.
One of them was a Britpop-era band who featured Matt Hales as the frontman, he went on to form Aqualung and find quite a bit of success although I like his music as Ruth far better.