Lyrics
Devils hands on my throat it's getting hard to breathe
I'm just trynna be me steady stacking cheese
Wanna live my life and always be stress free
But damn that could be
What the hell going on in our society
Murder all around like a fucking killing spree
Where's all the love, peace, happiness, unity
It's like we battling each other when it's all just a scheme
Weight on my shoulders so I'm feeling heavy
I Fed my sister first with nothing left for my belly
I don't want to think this way there's nothing more you can tell me
I'm just digging up my grave because I feel so fucking empty
I'm sick of all the pity
I'm thriving with no envy
And if you looking for me best believe my AR ready
I'm not looking for trouble but this feeling is so tempting
Steady saying fuck the world while I'm puffing on my spliffy
What you know now
Battling depression feeling so down
Trynna keep my head up I don't know how
Drowning out the pain my speakers so loud, yeah
What you know now
Crying tears of pain that's my souls sound
Tired of the fakes kick em out the crowd
Living life on edge just trynna feel round
You ever feel some cold steel pressed against your head
You ever get the cold chills while trynna lay in bed
You helping everybody but inside you feel so dead
Money can't buy happiness but yet we all want bread
You working everyday but you can barley pay the rent
You on your knees praying asking god to make it end
It all starts with you because change comes within
I promise it will get better please just don't repent
I just get high every time I'm feeling low
It doesn't help me stop from stressing but I want it too
I always bite my nails cause I don't know what else to do
I skate and meditate to help me stop from feeling blue
I'm clutching on my AR really trynna keep my cool
My ex taught me a lot and damn sure played me like a fool
Now my new bitch is so bad she feeling on me like a tool
9 to 5 really sucks I wish that I went back to school
Working everyday and still penny pinching
What the fuck is going on
I'm praying for them better days
I thought we been abolished slaves
Get so high yeah outer space
Wanna take my mom away
A different time a different place
Held me down my whole life it's time she gets repaid
Mom I promise that I'm trying to be the man that you raised
The happier I make you swear depressions fades away
Said the happier I make you swear depression fades away
What you know now
Battling depression feeling so down
Trynna keep my head up I don't know how
Drowning out the pain my speakers so loud, yeah
What you know now
Crying tears of pain that's my souls sound
Tired of the fakes kick em out the crowd
Living in the edge just trynna feel round
Snap back to reality we bout to make it right
Fuck being depressed it's time we spread our wings and fly
The world is yours to take so please don't let it pass you by
Stack up all your penny's, quarters, Nickels, and your dimes
The world is really fucked up to us to make it right
COVID trynna take over making sure we all die
The government be plotting therefore we will stand and fight
We can never give up never think of suicide
Soon we'll all see that life's just a maze
Open up your eyes there's no time to be crazy
Stay motivated, dedicated never lazy
Was seeing kinda hazy
Balance kinda wavy
Seeing clear I have no fear depression cannot phase me
Looking forward towards the future one day have some babies
Riding in the foreign yeah I'm talking Mercedes
In the back I'm sipping yak keeps my heart racing