Now I don't even know the reason why I'm in this
Crazy messed up world to begin with
But I'm just trying to make the most of it (most of it)
It's more than I can say for most of it
See this world had me feeling like i nearly lost my mind
Wakin' up to that same feeling all the time
It's was like I was, getting by just swinging from a thread tho
Barely hanging on and still I didn't wanna let go
Through all the errors and the effort there's a lesson I learned
It's pretty hard to get the best when you're expecting the worst
It seems simple enough, so why do I make it so hard?
I don't know but I do...
And some days I lament it but hey
It's better than the mundane life that I had (shit)
Relying on cheap thrills and refills to be filled
Walking a line where
You become a lot of things but you're never quite you
Till life becomes another thing that you never quite do
And too many of us live like that, in the grips of the mind
But I'm guessing that why this is life and
"Some want the money, some want the throne
Some don't really care and then some they want both
It gets deep in the game we play
I guarantee it'll stay the same"
You know it goes like...
I nearly came to breakdown, trying to figure this maze out
Face down getting sick of that cynical sane frown, but
Now, see I'm refining my escape route
And its got me thinking i can finally find my way out...
To lay down was never an option
I figure losing in the game is better than watching
Don't you? After all of this shit that we go through
Yet this whole sees only so few, make it out
Doubt keeps the many tame
So the ready keep forgetting that they can escape
And wait till its too late to then explore
Or fade away while wishing they made a way to press pause
It's never coming tho...
Nah it's like yeah there's another road, there
Still but there's no way I'm ever gonna go
So instead I'm getting back back to the
Place where most exist and it goes like this, it goes
But I see now that just ain't right
See now at every show I've got, people there only really just want one song
But thinking where I've come from, i ain't gonna run from it never
I'm not gonna lie... there's nights when I
Feel like my world is closing in...
But I just try to keep in mind what I've been focused on since day one
Man coz really I'm still hoping that that day comes
Names come and go, yeah I know
But there's a part of me that's sure that I won't, and as I grow
I see a lot of new fans tagging along on the bandwagon
And tho it feels good to finally be in a place where you have them
It wasn't always that trend thinking back when
Everybody's ignoring ya, now they're like hey
We probably should've supported ya, it's ok
Shit I'm not holding a grudge
I'm just glad you're not around to keep on holding me up, in this world where