I can't get away from here
Can't seem to hide and disappear
But know that I am all my fears
I tried to never fall behind or ever cross your mind
Or ever cross your mind
Could I throw it all away?
And if I did would you still stay?
You're the reason that I'm here
Look forward to a hole inside the ground
And the water that surrounds
I want to always see a road
I want to bend but never fold
Am I feeling the tension of my life in suspension?
Twenty years of not enough focus has led me here
Hoping someone would notice