Burfdie

I actually don't know why I hate birthdays
I hate it with a passion
I don't know if it's the expectations
Or the pressure to feel good
On a day like this but I just absolutely feel like shit
I'm not even making sense now
If I could delete the day
I fully would

If I die on my birth
Will you now know my worth
All this pain and this hurt
If I die, if I die
It's a blessing and a curse
If I die on my birth
Live my life on this earth
Leave my life on this earth

Forgot to shower
Ain't smell like flowers
But if I give it an hour
Will I gain some horse power

I'd rather stay in bed
Visualise my way of death
This life can be intense
Bystanders sitting on the fence

In my defence
I thought you had my back
Last time that I was happy
I was watching art attack
I know I can be happy
Once I get a couple racks
Pay a sugar tax
Like my name is Pepsi max

Scouts honour check
Knots round my neck
Killer in my head
All I see is read
Yo my eyes are red
Can't see the light ahead
Might go to dragons den
Collect a loaf of bread

If I die on my birth
Will you now know my worth
All this pain and this hurt
If I die, if I die
It's a blessing and a curse
If I die on my birth
Live my life on this earth
Leave my life on this earth

Cleopatra
See I have this mad complex
Vango
In my head
William
Cobain
Micheal
Jackson

You said I'm irreplaceable
No-one like me
Do I believe that
I do not see that
I cannot be that
I won't believe that

I want to leave my
Leave my life
Because it don't feel right

Ohhh
And some times
I've got to remember not to take anything personal cah
I want to die
Anything someone else does,
It's not even intentional man,
Humans are just made to be selfish,
They do not care about anyone else and it's natural

If I die on my birth
Will you now know my worth
All this pain and this hurt
If I die, if I die

If I die, if I die