Dreams

Dreams
That's all i see
Guess i been petrified, by this vile reality
And so i contemplate, a bigger house, a bigger salary
They tell me manifesting it will bring out of me
I see an opportunity to rise up, above the rubble

First off i got major depression
That special kind that makes you hate your own blessings (the special)
That special kind that tells you you got no purpose (the special)
And if you doubt it, tell me, why you so nervous? (Not special)

Truth be told we all feel it
But that ain't gotta mean that we should all fear it
Cause despite the type demons haunting your spirit
Long as it's authentic, you got a spark in it

So go and use it for the truth, use it for the youth
Abuse it, but don't you lose it, cause your ambition is proof
A token of how you dealt with every obstacle
Feel like i'm headed to hell, it's very probable

Cause honestly i'm far from good, far from God
Ain't living like a good man should, I'm dark inside
Back to the day we met, sparks implied
Now everyday i'm fucking up, everyday i'm sucking up

Apologizing for the past, 'pologizing for the future, i know that she tired of sorrys
Apologizing for the mask, 'pologizing for the lies, i know that she tired of stories)
Apologizing for the past
Pologizin' for the future, i know that she tired of sorrys
Apologizing for the mask, 'pologizing for the lies, yeah

Dreams
That's all i see
Guess i been petrified, by this vile reality
And so i contemplate, bigger closet with nicer shoes
Touring around the nation, and play em some fire tunes

Still i'm required to keep it real with you
All that game i talk about, that ain't the real the picture
I got some real issues in my head about to detonate
I used to medicate, now i just meditate

I used the microphone i swear it makes me levitate
And if you still chasing yo dreams, don't you hesitate
The heavy weight of the world on your back will make you choose
Something between you grind or you lose

So please lord give me the tools, to navigate this life, could you give me some clues
No I'm not watching the news, i'll just wait for your reply
Chase my dreams till i die

So please lord give me the tools, to navigate this life, could you give me some clues?
No I'm not watching the news, i'll just wait for your reply
Chase my dreams till i die