How many times have you wanted to die?
Sick of everyday, sick of life
Inadequate, self hatred inside
How many times have you heard in your mind
I put on a smile and let them decide
If I'm ok with what I feel inside
I'd talk about it but I doubt they'd understand
On how some days are good and some days are so bad!
I don't want to kill myself!!
If I wipe my eyes and make it through the night
Then maybe tomorrow I might be "alright"