Nothing, I said nothing is wrong.
Never. Nothing's ever been.
There is just nowhere I feel home.
I've boarded myself inside;
Behind those cold walls lies
Nothing but disappointment.
Everything around me is moving. I am still.
I'm still right here.
Everything is constantly darkening.
I am drowning in my self-hatred.
A curled-up ball of patheticness.
Everything is empty, everything is nothing.
I don't have the strength to get up anymore.
Choked by anxiety.
My body feels limp. Crippled.
I have lost all direction,
All track of time.
I can feel my guts
Rotting beneath my skin.
I get dragged into this void
Filled with emptiness.
And there's no way out.
So I will drown.
I know I will.